as times go taste, feeling, etc...
changes.

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character;
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you an be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face your world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

Dream.
Yesterday i dream about being a DJ
and i ended up badly
The night before i dream about being a tutor
and ended up badly too...
and i saw disappoint face from L.
wth does all this means. DENG!
phew~ swt~ evry bits of feeling in a feeling.

彭
hmmmm...

Wedding Photography Shot List

1. Prep Shots - Bride & Groom
2. The Dress - Hanging or Draped
3. The North Window Shot - Bride facing out northern most window
4. Bride walking down stairs
5. Bride looking out (window or door)
6. Maid of Honor & Brides Mom - Zipping Dress
7. Bride Applying Make Up
8. Groom Fixing Hair
9. Grooms Father & Best Man - Attaching Boutonnière to grooms lapel
10. Groom Checking the Time
11. Groom with Grooms Men & Fathers
12. Bride with Bridesmaids & Mothers
13. Bride with Mother & Father (also grandparents)
14. Groom with Mother & Father (also grandparents)
15. Bride Limo - Groom Limo
16. Bride & Groom - Exiting Limo (Bride being helped out)
17. Groom waiting at altar
18. Church Wide Shot (with & without guests)
19. Bride walking down aisle ( Side Profile & Front )
20. Father giving away bride
21. Groom over the shoulder shot of bride ( & Vis Versa)
22. Holding hands - Bride and Groom
23. Bride & Groom Kiss
24. Bride & Groom Leaving Church ( Receiving Line)
25. Bride & Groom - Inside Limo Shot
26. Reception/Banquet Hall Outside shot
27. Food Shots (Cocktail Hour, Drinks, etc.)
28. Shot of each table full of guests
29. Shots of Bride & Groom with & without family
30. Bride and Groom Portraits
31. Bride & Groom with Bridesmaids & Groomsmen
32. Bride and Groom Hand & Ring Portraits
33. First Dance
34. Bride & Father Dance
35. Groom & Mother Dance
36. Bouquet Toss
37. Guarder Belt Toss
38. Cake Cutting, Bride and Groom Feeding each other
39. Misc. Guests Dancing
40. Bride & Groom Eating
41. Best Man & Maid of Honor Toast/Speeches
42. Bride & Groom Toast/Speeches
43. Centerpieces & Flower/Decorations
44. Guestbook Signatures
45. Small Children Dancing with Bride & Groom
46. Bride & Groom’s Parents Dancing (Plus Grandparents)
47. Venetian Hour Photos (Coffee, Ice Cream, Etc)
48. Bride & Groom giving away wedding favors
49. Groom Giving Coat to Bride
50. Bride & Groom “Just Married” Vehicle - Driving Away


Read more: http://digital-photography-school.com/50-must-have-wedding-photography-shots#ixzz0S5iA6f49

another 1
Bride Swimming in Her Dress at the Beach

hmmmmmm
life is just so ...
huh
only if the destination much clearer
and determination is much stronger.

wth i m doin here?
damn
i have no idea wat to do

hmmmmmm
life is just so ...
huh
only if the destination much clearer
and determination is much stronger.

wth i m doin here?
damn
i have no idea wat to do
...

"only those who fully utilized what he has will save his time taking the long way out"

Hm...
wanted to open a cafe where only dessert are serve hehehe
and drink ofcos XP

wuahahahaha
*drooling* wen thinkin of it

but now have to concentrate on further studies T.T
worry worry worry
about all that related to the consequence whether able to further studies T.T

huhuhuhuhuhhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
sad

I had already regret on not learning hard during school time
and college time too.
it makes me feel i wasted all my 20 yrs living
there are so much to learn and to do
but i didnt until the time passed i realize.

now i learn each day a little by little
hoping to learn what i wanted to learn

and yes i cant wait to get some holidays
make it a group or even a sole one will be great =)

huh~
human is just so complicated!

sien r...

if only if

~

ahaahaahahhhaha
thinking too much here!
mayb shud make it a simpler life
hmmm
but why simple?
life is so much interesting
enjoy it la~

http://www.thebigview.com/buddhism/emptiness.html

What is emptiness then? To understand the philosophical meaning of this term, let's look at a simple solid object, such as a cup. How is a cup empty? We usually say that a cup is empty if it does not contain any liquid or solid. This is the ordinary meaning of emptiness. But, is the cup really empty? A cup empty of liquids or solids is still full of air. To be precise, we must therefore state what the cup is empty of. Can a cup be empty of all substance? A cup in a vacuum does not contain any air, but it still contains space, light, radiation, as well as its own substance. Hence, from a physical point of view, the cup is always full of something. Yet, from the Buddhist point of view, the cup is always empty. The Buddhist understanding of emptiness is different from the physical meaning. The cup being empty means that it is devoid of inherent existence.

What is meant with non-inherent existence? Is this to say that the cup does not ultimately exist? - Not quite. - The cup exists, but like everything in this world, its existence depends on other phenomena. There is nothing in a cup that is inherent to that specific cup or to cups in general. Properties such as being hollow, spherical, cylindrical, or leak-proof are not intrinsic to cups. Other objects which are not cups have similar properties, as for example vases and glasses. The cup's properties and components are neither cups themselves nor do they imply cupness on their own. The material is not the cup. The shape is not the cup. The function is not the cup. Only all these aspects together make up the cup. Hence, we can say that for an object to be a cup we require a collection of specific conditions to exist. It depends on the combination of function, use, shape, base material, and the cup's other aspects. Only if all these conditions exist simultaneously does the mind impute cupness to the object. If one condition ceases to exist, for instance, if the cup's shape is altered by breaking it, the cup forfeits some or all of its cupness, because the object's function, its shape, as well as the imputation of cupness through perception is disrupted. The cup's existence thus depends on external circumstances. Its physical essence remains elusive.

http://www.felixheinen.de

like this =)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

have a try =)

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Midvalley ParkMARE

when thr jus now to look for sean n etc
and i reach thr at 6 and started jamming to go in parking lot
and i jam until 7 and im still outside! what can i say?

I wish malaysia nasional library have everything it shud have!

Aiz. too bad is totally opp
every single book i wanted is not thr!
frustrated!

An Incomplete Manifesto for Growth

http://www.brucemaudesign.com/manifesto.html

http://designcircus.tumblr.com/page/2

MC: What is the real issue?

TK: Whether we can do something with design that makes a difference in the world. Whether designers can use their skills to create change - cultural, political and economic. Economic change is the one designers have been good at because they can make sales go up, stocks go up, sell more spaghetti sauce.

MC: But what about the other changes?

TK: They are not where the money is and are not what design has usually been called upon to do. I grew up doing very commercial work - brochures, logos, packaging and record covers. My journey has been a move from using graphics to make money to using graphic design to create new aesthetic ideas - which is where most designers start - to becoming frustrated and moving on to industrial design, film, television and architecture. After 15 or 20 years I discovered that design is just language and the real issue is what you use that language to do. Now I’m at a point where I’m tired of talking about what kind of accents to use. I want to talk about the words that are being said.

MC: To whom? Is the audience as important as the message?

TK: What is said determines who listens and who understands. Graphic design is a language, but graphic designers are so busy worrying about the nuances - accents, punctuation and so on - that they spend little time thinking about what the words add up to. I’m interested in using our communication skills to change the way things are …

finally graduated!

huh~ ahh is july edi
and nothing new with me! deng deng deng!
yer so stupid la...
make me scare tim! huh

argh? wat happen with them

It has been awhile MJ ...
and lots of rumors about his life etc.
ah! dun care
MJ you're still the very special MJ
remember only what best you have


*remembered always*

grrrr arghh
was wondering which colour to match with brown dress!
red? hm...
arhh~~~

i suppose to work leh
but i wonder about the colour!
huh

hm...is all about ur way of thinking!
kinda have those thinking
but noting much to support it
and it just go freely and gone!
hm
perhaps smth shud be done =)
yea smth muz be done!

wat?
thought are just too shallow to further on!
letz get 1 topic and start?
how bout the web?
ar i still haven did it.
feel so embarrassing. yiiii
arghhh!

Ah~ Duno wat!
I dont feel the existence of friendship
in us
jia kl yin
mayb u all takes friendship for granted!
anyway
again i still lurve u all
no matter if u all still feel the friendship
huh

thks anyway!

so deng!!!!!!!!
deng deng deng deng deng!

those pic for hamtaro 2nd hse warming DELETE JOR!
deng

delete jor i cant believe it wen he first told me
i duno why wan to delete it?

so many crazy pic thr and told me delete jor
how can i accept it??
i shud bring memory card nex time
deng!!
till now i still cant cover the fire of noeing those pic deleted!
DENG!

specially for all of dem!
MUACKKKS

http://www.banksy.co.uk/outdoors/horizontal_1.htm

great!

was trying to edit sum vedio clip
and things just dont go smoothly
the 1st time same problem
after so many yrs the 2nd time
same things...
converter???
and now finally i got that but no sound
wth happening??
yiiii
gosh!

why no sound? ah~

ah... just dun like the feeling
i sense that our friendship is falling apart
hope that my sense are wrong
i hope not because of this small problem
get us to whr we are now
pls dont, we have known each others since 14
is almost 8 yrs my dear fren.
anyway glad that i noe u tis long =)
may ur days in the future brighten oways!

lurve u much!

Love and Hate
In abusive relationship love and hate occurs in cycles, progressively increasingly in severity, spiraling to a point where it can not be repaired.

Part one was all about the importance of research and thinking visually. Part two was about the next step, how to progress from research into idea generation.

so fast is tuesday again~
shud be happy or not?
neutral maybe =)

wuhoo
house warming again last sat
and yeaa wat i did was just taking picture hehe
didnt help much XP
and yes i lurve it
for those pic we taken
nice nice
arrggh mus ask hamtaro upload it fast

For those who read comfortably and frequently, reading is not about fireworks. It is about breaking the boundaries of self. It is about discovering the kinship of like consciousness, though the owner of that consciousness may be half your age or have lived 300 years ago. It is about linking minds, arguing with respected enemies. That linking, that arguing, is what reading creates. It builds a person’s internal landscape. It has nothing to do with black walls and aorta-like hallways—nothing at all.

http://www.metropolismag.com/story/20060320/why-i-like-the-seattle-library

Tired of error!

yiii
i work on sat and most event is on sat
miss it!!! arrr
yiii why sat???
if sun oso no good
best is no work on sat
wuahahahha XP

lurve the rain
lurve the sunshine
never lurve haze!

wuahahahhha
lurving everyday =)
cheers!

hm...is june olreadi
jia you!!!

wen to ham hse warming
thou notin to do thr but okla
nice ma
wen frens can be in 1 place n eat eat drink drink
thanks hamtaro! for all the effort making food for us
muackkk *huggies*

planning for 2nd round tis sat
wuahaha gud gud XD

The Ones We Love is a project highlighting young and talented photographers from around the world. Each artist contributed six photographs of the person(s) who is most important to them, taken outdoors in a natural setting. The goal of the website is to portray the people who are loved, cherished, and inspirational to these artists, and also showcase the differences and similarities in the photographs each of them took within the same guidelines.

http://www.theoneswelove.org/about.html

books from heaven, books from earth

http://idlethink.wordpress.com/2009/05/05/bookporn-41-books-from-heaven-books-from-earth/

hehe
back from PD on sunday
wen thr for alvin burday on sat
not much thing we did
no 'sa' XD but got 'chi kang' oni

cant wait tis friday 2 eat pasta~~
at hamtaro hse
hehe
yea~~

love u much
*muack*

thanks!

Really LURVE this blog

http://designcircus.tumblr.com

i wan to go further studies!
but money is a problem~~
i just saw smth about kaohsiungdesignfestival
tat makes me wanted to go also
seem so nice wowowowowow!
i wanted to go!
ah~ mus go sumday in the future
best is tis 2 years ba :D
if possible la of course


WORK HARD!

hm...

Live in the present!
Never ever live in the future.

I duno how
I duno when
BUT sure it will HAPPEN!

I dont wan to do what I'm doin NOW!
Is frightening.
No matter how worst I am now.
I dont want to stay where I am now.
I DONT WANT.
No matter how I will push till the hardest edge of myself.
I WILL.

em~ looking for cable.
I hate cable, so many so messy.
when u buy a camera u have this cable that cable
and battery charger too
den a phone u got another then another and another...
how are u going 2 keep them all?
I hate it can the person who create this makes it more simpler?
and now i still can find my cable... huh

ah~~ waiting for reply makes my adrenaline rush!

so happy
so worry
so scare

uuh~

Fullhouse5.18

wuahaha yesterday wen thr
okla the place... em
guess nex time need to bring camera whenever v have yumcha
and... i need to forbidden tea
or else i'll be awake although i wanted to sleep so much.
before goin thr i went badminton with hui yun etc.
loving it with all the sweat rushing out~ XD

shit loh
wake up at 7 smth to work
but i went facebooking
huh~ and now what i plan to send yesterday is not done yet
and now im goin out and i think i cant
send today
oooo shit
is so long edi
i take the thing on 28.4 but now 17.5 edi
i haven give any response, what he will think den
oh noooo
ah~~~~~ must try finish it wen i come back later =)
yuo i will =)

I want! I want! I want what I wanted to be!
and I'll BE!

yes u can~

ah~ give up-ing 5.14
totally pissed off

ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

To have friend are miracle~
I love all of U
Once a friend forever a friend
Kisses~

ahhhh~ may 12

Monday May.11
Brand new week

AH~ last week was totally used up.
In china on weekdays Sat in new home Sun in old home huh~
Feel so 'gan dong' my friends came so early to my hse hehehehe
thanks for coming yea~

So much to do. How the website????
I also duno. I wanted to do my best but... oh
AH hope he dunt mind i take the time =)
want to tell him i'm in china but a bit weird to say.
What else to tell, about the thing that annoy me?
even worst i think.

Saturday~~~~~ how

Sole china may7
Being in china alone have nothing fun.
Luckily laptop is wit me =)

yawhoo~
Is may the 7
Is a day of a film screening of someone
and i 4gotten the title
consequence i cant watch it
wth am i think at that time ==?

Im done with my work~~~~
yaw yaw yaw yawhoo
Goin back tomoro

Changes.
I expect more quality service.
I think differently.
I change.
I speak differently.
I decide to really learn.
all by influence.

A real big different I see. from the very first day of 2009.

I want more english.
I want more chinese.
and
I want other languages too.
france? dutch? good i love it =)

conquering mt.datuk on may1
conquering mt is never my cup of tea
but i went =)
great times
nescafeing and mameeing in the middle of the mountain
and magging on top of the mount with lots of other stuff to eat
em... mayb i shud call it a picnic =)
how long?
i think start at 9 smth reach at 12 smth...
and come down at 2 40 reach at 4 smth
a pool of swear~

goin again on may16 wit zoo fellow
hope can succesful go la
since all oso so bz
and may 30 PD~
yawho~

why the heck no date?
may 5

hm... 10 more days my burfday
still haven plan what to do for her~

tat day 28/4 i think
anyway is tuesday lunch with On.
greeat~ wuahaha
so great~ tat was owh so great
summore recommend eat spicy spaghetti but i take another spag
cos spicy la~ whr can
em... i love the latte
wen wan go again, fast

in china now...
at sum1 office blogging =)

i got sumthing to do edi
a website
and another website
but i didnt handle properly
so the 2nd website i think i kill myself edi
so soree
and another pitching work i got
and thought can make it with Sean
but now wth the brief gone?
ah~ so left the onli website
but i haven noe what to do.
ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
add oil add oil ~

Guess what

I met my ex-student in pasar malam!
and he say y u seem like younger than me =="

Finally~
ah... feel relief, though that is not the answer i want.
but thanks a lot for what i have before.
greatly appreciate =)

What to do next term?
Huh~ i really want to continue or smth related
*sob sob* I wanna meet meet meet
When? Perhaps is not time yet.
But until when do i need to wait
Anyway... i wait

soya no ice
2 sweetest soya drink I have =)
thanks! will miss ya

I read but I forgotten
I see but I forgotten
I learn but I forgotten
I hear but I forgotten

I forget everything, I have learn.
too bad =(

I really LOVE
but i cant do anything much...
work is not that outstanding
I will try... but sometimes is just too hard.
Yes is just too hard. huh~

hmm...wanted to upload pic but so slow.

hobby is hobby
hobby cannot take it as career...

someone told me

"Join me and all of us have a same vision, and there is always sumone to enjoy together"

" Now u have frens that all are just graduate, looking for jobs, you guys still keep connecting BUT as times run, all of u have different destiny, different route, from each of others and lead to different point of view, different status, etc... how will u still connect to each other?" SIGH!

Huh
I dare not think further about "connection". I will miss u ALL!


Dont know what is next in my route to my destiny..
Still waiting

Dont gie up on me cos I HAVEN GIVE UP!
Thank you veryyyy MUCH for believing me
You given me a big impact, thanks alot.
Really grateful meeting u.

Sweating Time
Today when cycling with ToA frens
total of 9 person goin =D nice
JDG duno how to ride and learn over thr
after awhile give up hehehe
and PY fetches her...
we didnt really cycle much but now
totally exhausted loh~
nice nice nice ar
next week want go badminton edi
and summore v plan 2 meet at 7
at the end v bertolak at 8smth wuahahaha

*hua seng pi le*

God knows that we are all artists of life. One day, he gives us a hammer with which to make sculptures, another day he gives us a brushes and paints with which to make a picture, or a paper and a pencil to write with. But you cannot make a painting with a hammer, or a sculpture with a paintbrush. Therefore, how ever difficult it may be, I must accept today's small blessings, even if they seem like curses because I am suffering and it's beautiful day, the sun is shining, and the children are singing in the street.

I give up on you
China did come into my mind when Im thinking about further studies
but after dealing with the people there, I give up I totally give up
after one week of dissapointment from u
huh~

I don't know

I plan to work sumwhr else next year,
but how about my work?
I didnt make much yet
is already april...
And now i'm quite worrying
about going overseas,
$ is a problem,
timing is a problem,
language is a problem,
everything is a problem... hm~
but i will still GO =)

Thank you lord for what you have given me
pray to lord for strength, wisdom, and patience...

OVER?

ah~ dont feel good
miss out smth...
anyway meeting ay tis sat
huh~

ah~
so lazy to upload picture ah
can make upload more easier anot?
SO low and troublesome...

Craving For Brief

Any?

Not Going TO Go Again

A bit disappointed for the MMC i went,
Maybe I put to much hope on in~
Rather going somewhere else loh.

U know which one i MEAN right ;)


I lurves Century Gothic so much... in the past,
after sometime I began to afraid of it
and now I see it everywhere of me
ID Tag, flyer, Sign etc and even KLDW use it, Oh my~ Make me feel sad!

very 1st Snapping around *wink*









lots more to upload =)

Back in KL

yesterday night, huh~

Love you saturday

First is that i confirmed goin to MMC
wuahahaha finally decided... hmm
want to lose myself in thr, wuhoo~
lotz of interesting ppl to meet thr, worth goin
oh ya they added another speaker name Angelique Spaninks
wondering how can 930am to 6 pm enuf for the conference

Spaninks was previously a critic and editor at Eindhovens Dagblad and is co-author of the Ari Marcopoulos, Flow, Selected Photographs 1982 - 2006. Currently, Spaninks is Director of MU, a contemporary art museum in Eindhoven which has commissioned, curated and produced exhibitions featuring some of the world's most influential artists, designers, film-makers and musicians. These include Swoon, Miranda July, Kim Gordon, Susan Cianciolo and D-Fuse. She is also the commissioned curator for Neubauism - The first solo exhibition by Neubau Berlin.

Second is i finally meet my handsome dear
Meet after long negotiations
Name: ...still thinking =)
Born: 20 march 09
Brand: Nikon
Series: D60

love u much much
u jus freak me off wen the battery jus dont come out
but den actually i jus have to pull harder
wuahahahah~ love u much much again =)

"To the creative mind, there is no right or wrong; every action is an experiment, and every experiment yields its fruit in knowledge."

D60

wuahahahaha
i want to buy d~ yahoooooooooooooooooo
cant wait to touch u *droooooool*

自修？

hm... suddenly evokes me
sometimes just feel not right
what is that?
wondering around
a question that woke me up
earlier in the morn to rethink

how is everything goin on
hm... im not sure leh, plan but
not real confirm due 2 what i heard yesterday
hm... ok~
how about him?
oh pls i so wanted to email u leh, can ar
so miss miss miss ur teaching
just suddenly thought of the way u speak
gotta learn from u~
so much to say
so decided? still on Holland or mayb Germany?
or Vancouver.........or Finland?
suddenly so many choices...
shud i stay on my 1st decision on holl?
hm~
wondering wondering wondering~
portfoilio is so important
that degree just doesnt matters
YUP~ it just a paper, perhaps a thicker paper than diploma XP

Ole Cafe

Went to oleCafe last friday
Again i take google map with me
and I go to the wrong route, so tut!
i out at 7pm for 8pm event
but i reach there about 9pm, so paiseh
HUH~ and CY is there oso with Crys, DB.
Nice conversation they give
enjoy especially chin yew conversation =)
He did oso recommend a book title
A whole new mind.
and i thought of borrowing from National Library
too bad the NL is so ;lau ya'
I search online if is available, and yes NL have but
canot be borrow =="
WTH~
Any book i search for oso dun have
Duno what for they make tis NL.

Save the environment. So cliche~

Sometimes i shop i bring a tote or
possible I will tell the owner no need plastic bag.
then i always get reply like, wah so 'wan po ar'
Pls la, I hate hearing this cliche line... want to muntah d
I just want to have a better environment to live, OK. nothing else.

People always say save the earth save the earth
and the anti save people say "for wat la"
come on la... what you do is for urself
Just do what you think is best for you (think rationally OK)

Badminton

First time badminton with friends
wuahahahah nice
v book 3 courts and around 20 smth ppl i think XD
v girls take 1 court and take turn to play
i badminton about half hour oso tak boleh tahan d
too long didnt exercise... tired d
now my muscle still pain-ing
~~~~

after tat went makan but i lazy to go, next time perhaps.
looking forward to bad again =)

1st of march edi... *sob*
always wanted to be on saturday cos is different from weekday
i get to tutor n yumchaa wuahhahaha
and now feb is over, oh gosh
nothing much have change in this month,
nothin improve, notin added.
huh~
ar... i must move on fast but move to whr?


wanted to go holland for further studies... in a years or 2

Clearly thought, clearly said.

Love this phrase. Muack~
Love the time when u debate ur point of view. +)

KLPAC

wuahahaha
went there with kit yee,kazaf, sean, pk, yyy
not knowing how 2 go, and with a google map on hand
which is not very helpful...
we are late for about 20 min, but at least we reach thr =)

NICE~

I found myself loves literatures more and more,
hope i can remember what I've read,

Say what you are going to say, then say it and finally say what you have said!

p.s. I make black bg why the heck it is white?

This is the "now" me.
Sitting here in the name of working but the soul
is not here. An empty me.
I duno how, what to tell them.
I'm just afraid, afraid of the unknown...

Let's make better mistake tomorrow

A phrase i like much,
so much to talk about...

Unprofit day
4.45pm

Noting done today, simply sitting here
changing this blogger back to normal...

empty day. huh~
am i going to feel so empty for the coming?
I DUNNNN want!
save me, i'm drowning in to emptyness.

Something I like

Forwarded Funnies: GEORGE CARLIN'S THEORY OF LIFE

Thinking back
2.11pm

During the time thinking for Annual Report theme
is a big big memory that stuck in me...
Was in a team that feel so lost yet still not giving up
and trying every week hope to get the right theme.
We get d different direction each week but not right
Yet at the end still not so right :D

So miss that time~ *MMMMUACKS*

Happy Chinese New Year
10.04am

Sien dao bao~
Yesterday when to my 'dai yee' hse eat reunion meal
not bad~
chatting with my cousin for duno how long
talk lei talk hei oso same topic
cos duno what else to talk

today my dad wake up edi
and on the radio play CNY song~
wow its CNYEARRRRRR
and here i got problem with hotmail
duno what the heck is going on.
and i use gmail to email but got no reply so sien ar
no reply
huh~ on9 la people

and i'm very interested to learn mandarin
teacher me, anyone?
so freaking interested :)

So sien
5.45pm

No one online...
Boring~
Finally I have the Chinese New Year feel edi
Y?
Becos its super hot~ Wooh

Finally ended~
9.59pm

Today on work, I just hope that the time pass asap
duno why suddenly wanted to go off so quickly
maybe I'm afraid over there...
suddenly feel scary looking at the Mac for whole day
or I frighten myself off only~ hehehe
no big deal!

HAH~ CNY soon
wantd to meet them all
lets go 'Pai Nian' O

Annual Dinner
7.45am

Haha yesterday went for annual dinner with MAWS company
Cool ya~ SO full I eat until, ;)
em... Today last day
and yesterday he did ask if i wan to help
after CNY, a few day perhaps
Hm... just heard what Wyman say seem not bad working thr
but I not that much interest la, hehehe
Oh ya, another person the name Why, I wonder why he call himself Why...
and his(the boss) brother, L...

Wondering how much I'll get, hehehe
wanna shopping d =)

SHOPinnngggggggggggggggggg

I wanted to write it out all
9.36pm

I'm sad, HapPy, AnxiouS, SAd, Miserable, DUno WHat to Say~
I just wanted like how it was b4... Am i sticking to close?
Tell ME WHat wrong? Im so NO COmmENtS

How can you do this to me?
9.19am

I couldn't sleep last night and woke up so early today
and now my eyes wanted to sleep
and suddenly i saw an email tell me
what I wouldn't want to hear.
huh~

Today I started to help in a studio
cool~
nice people they have,

Monday
7.45am

Today going to part time in a studio,
Angel bf stud,
Hm... In just 2 week i bought
3 top 1 skirt 1 pant
all 5 I'm lovin it~ yea...
cant wait to wear them all
& unbelievable i so many in such a short time
hehehe, can i continue buying *drooling*
I still wanted to buy sandal, a small sling bag, contact lense,
em... and kenya hara book too :D
hope it's possible to buy
or better the library get it so that i can borrow- no need buy
hehehe

Oh ya, started to tutor yes yesterday,
Yup it's Han Seng the one who teach me Finish Art during my 1st sem
Good that we already know =)
It's great tutoring,
From the first class to the second class,
the feel got better,
Happy tutoring =)
But the next class have to wait till 7th of Feb,
so long... huh~
anxiously waiting~

Learning in process
9.26pm

hah~ i learned much these days i suppose
incredibly changing much, yeaa is good :D

read more,
see more,
create more,
listen more,
talk more, less perhaps?

HUH~
9.20pm

Yesterday got a call from Angel(the one who giv me freelance)
she ask if i interested to help her friend as a part time artist
for 1 week, so i'm ok with it
and got a call from the person in charge
and ok ar? ok. ah. ok la. bla bla bla
den haiz long story lazy to say...
conclu is suppose go on friday mean today
but i make it to go on monday, i dont no what to say
just feel so hard~

haha helping in a studio for a week start on mon

Sometimes I think so much about smth that need not think,
but i just worrying, worrying and worriying.blablabla

hmmm... start tutoring tomorrow yahoo~
wow so much i'm into
it's just the beginning of 2009
oh ya, goin to ay birthday on sun but haven got a gift for her
what to buy leh???
i thought of buying a bag, but havent have time to c,
perhaps tomorrow :D
wanted to buy 1 for myself too, hehehe

Super Lazy to Write
9.42pm

I went to class on friday~ Cool
Lovin it
Wuahahahahahahahahahahahha

Saturday is the day i start my tutoring
but when i reach there about 9.50
no1 wan outside the clas
feeling wierd
suppose they shud have be waiting outside
then i went to ask the people in the office,
and they told me to wait,
WTH
i waited for... how long
den i went to ask again,
finally they told me the class start next week
WT
I told myself OK, OK next week
If i was the 1 before,
I will surely get CRAZY

everything happen for a reason i told myself,
but i don't know what is the reason,
anyway... I have change =)
wuahahahahaha

Tzi Chi Night
9.36pm

When to Tzi Chi Night yesterday,
See what they have done during the yr of 2008,
everything is great until the end,
at the end they have a lighting candle ceremony,
everyone got to light up the candle that we all hold,
so everything done, and i'm still holding my candle,
and i saw smth on the floor, though of picking it up,
so i bent and pick suddenly so smelly and so hot & sound of 'burning'
IT was MY HAIR
OMGosh~
At the very moment i remember reading an article
about MJ about his hair burn by fire
freak me off, luckily my hair burn alittle bit only,
but still i hate it, so smelly n gosh,
hardly believe what i done to my hair~ SOB*

So long
9.19pm

So long never meet Sean n Poon,
The one i meet almost everyday during college time,

But today met Poon d,
feel good,
But just a little while only,
wish to meet more in the future.

The Way to Wealth
by Benjamin Franklin
7.16am

http://pages.prodigy.net/jmiller.cb/pr12.html

Tomorrow~
6.51am

Hmm... tomorrow will go to setapak there,
then after tomorrow will tutor,
waiting for it =)
But I haven't submitted my portfolio pdf
i promise to give on tues but can't attached
*sob* so fast give bad impression d,
even worst on the interview I didnt bring pen,
ah, memalukan... =="

Moody day~
8.48pm
Days after day pass
I'm still worrying.
Wanted to go to sleep so that
I don't think anymore
But can't pass myself, I wanted to do sum design.
No idea what 2 start with...

Sudden Lost

Sudden Lost
8.02am
Feeling of getting no where...
In a sudden a question make me Lost.
I dun't no where I am heading,
but time never stop...
while I am lost.

I duno what I shud run towards to,
I am afraid that myself will lost my dream,
I am afraid I'll forget what my goal was...
I am afraid of so much,
I duno, I duno what to do now.
FOllow on what going on around?

What will it be after end of this term?
This term haven't started formally
but I have Lost.

What do I want?

new template

hah 1st time changing template
hardly know what to do...
learning,learning, learning XD

get on hand soon

interview~

wuahaha
never thought i will become tutor

wuahahha... cant stop laughing leh =="
I went to Interview for L class but CY say that
she needs tutor for other class too, so i am ok with that...
Therefore i will tutor in 2 classes

So everything settle, going home with poon yan
then suddenly got call and i missed it cos driving
Reach home d call back, Its CY and she say bcos L class
is too small, no need tutor =="""""""""""""""

wt~ so mean
haiz what is that OMG
just help with saturday class
and she say that the lecturer is guest lec,
and is han seng if i not mistaken...
sounds familar han seng 'oooo'
is that the one i knew???

hope so cos I never see him for a long long time~

now too excited to sleep wuahahahahahha
but the sad thing is L sit in class?
how is it going on???
no news edi
should i ask?? hmm... let me think...
think think think...
cannot decide leh~

*sigh*


OM gosh~ gimme a decision~

closeness 2

huh~ worrying too much about the future.
about everything

Part of the thing I worry most is contact
Just ended college last month,
but already worry about the closeness that happen before
everyone has their own plan,
own destiny,
and own place,
hamtaro is in penang, working
kazaf, hardly see him in kl
pk n bra duno stuck whr d
ky hardly see her on9, timing problem
sean... hardly go out even so near
py... ?

haiz~
u see tat time ask u all talk dun wan talk~


sigh

inter

inter inter interview...
cv cv cv
so hard to write

wuahahaha
waiting to interview~
haven't confirm time and date, can't wait d
faster la...

Cool Site

I found a site but it is focus on website design
however it still worth seeing

www.smashingmagazine.com

and another 1 will be a website with great inspiring picture

www.ffffound.com

Must check it out ya =)

Framemakers

I went to interview with Framemakers this tuesday...
I call him in the morning and went at the afternoon
Luckily I didn't reach late... hahaha

Em... nice place he got, at Jaya One
Nice interviewer too =)
I ask him whether I can part time... and he will think about it
Why I want to work part time???
B'cos I wanted to learn with my dad first
So he will think about it 1st

and I told my "friend" about this,
and he suggested me to help him...
now have to wait the management to reply
but haven't got reply yet. hope for good news then =)
hmm... so tak boleh tahan to know the answer... fasttttt

and now I can go for a sit in too
how great it is, yea~
but all haven't confirm just a plan.

but I do wish to help him too
cos u'll learn alot u noe, hehehehe

HAPPY 2009~

My love at 1st sight...

Do u believe in love on first sight?
It just happen to me =)

Couple months ago, but I can't forget about it
So blog it, hehehehe

I went to 1U with few of my friends,
then I went in to Nose
and i saw 1 black heels with some deco...
and I feel in love with it
It was just so nice, I love it OMG
but sadly i didnt bought it cos i seldom wear it
and is it far too high for me

but i think i shud have bought it now
but
but
but

I'll never see it again... *sob*