Rich dad, Poor Dad.

i dun like and continue dun like,
what i am on...
cant i do smth else?

L.argh

last friday which is wesak day '10. i went hiking with my cousin and his church members. we have old n young going up the hill to waterfall. tat place grown alot of bamboo and the road is just normal soil road, u need not much energy just some walking and u'll be thr, but of cos we didnt reach the top, until the place we stop is the start of the real mountain climbing. while walking up thr, alot of others malay who going up thr to camp. is such a gud thing to do with friends, is kinda sad, chinese seldom bring their children to outdoor activities. anyway...
went we wanted to go down, the rain start, no point waiting, so we walk in the rain :D
sumthing u wouldnt do normally
like it haha em... ohya im the one driving =="
and we went to hot spring after tat to hot our leg XP and home we go,
after i bring them home, i went shop and bought a belt & dress
like it wuhooo~

Very sad very sad...
cos i did smth wrong, is not the matter of money
is the matter of thrust, between you and me
and the matter of time, i use time to finish it
and u tell me wrong???
i use time to see the things, and u tell me wrong?
i check it is right already and again u tell me wrong???
wth oh deng!!!

wah! i duno why i didnt feel like i work yesterday
yesterday seem have gone from my memory, what i did yesterday?
i remember writing an long email to someone and tats all...

身边很多人都生孩子了。 虽然那些人不是很close，但一听到结婚，生孩子， 就想起 啊，一年又过了， 老的真快。

我不想， 不想长达。。。

Last yr march i bought a book, which have 213 pages and till now i read only until pages 41. how hard is it. swt. ofcos i started to read often this yr, but is still too slow. hard hard hard ==. luckily i didnt wait till i finish it.

"i wash, wash and wash my hand till my finger get rid of all the "lines of the future" ". living today as today.

perhaps i finally noe why i dun make food for others,
cos i dun like seeing them being wasted =)
i really dont like making FOOD la.

Shall I.

but i dont believe it, really tat helpless?

Brain required rest. Knowledge required gain. Idea required think. Wisdom required experience. We will never know what is going to happen, but in our life, try to make something happen.

有时候我真的很矛盾， 做则不想做的工作。自己也懂但无法改变 ：（
有时后， 早上不想起床 想用睡望了一且。但有做不到应为脑子一次又一次提醒自己过了的时间是不会回来的。
但如果不作，我要做设末？不懂 不懂
真无聊。应为本身没有设么计划所以常常问朋友的计划， 听听也好吗。。。对不对


这个做跟这个作有设么分别啊？ +。+
哈哈为设么写汉语？ 因为我喜欢啦。
我会吗？当然不会啦，我agak agak 的拼音加google translate就会了 =）



Veronika decides to die.
If i have a choice, if i had understood earlier that the reason my days were all the same was bcos I wanted like that.。。perhaps

sometimes i repeat what i have written... is all becos i want to remember all the things that had so much memoriessss memoriesss.
ah~ really treasure it much every second of it.
yesterday wen and eat steamboat for hamtaro birthday
is had been years we haven come out and eat 2gether since tis yr is a yr of changessss :) suddenly got annual report feel tim. lol.
the day b4 jiayiin birthday she wanted to eat korean food so we went thr la, but huh not nice loh, the environment n food located at mid valley top floor. and we watch ip man 2 too, wow i didnt watch the 1st one, but wow i like him, =)

while wit jy and ay... i keep asking them their plan, very normal punya ay give me no response... since i think she no need think so much cosss emmmm duno why... but jy got say smth la~~ i noe say edi oso no sound after tat. since we seldom see each other on9. so seldom talk la. but at tat time i suddenly think of sumthing. sumthing stupid but mayb can work... but seem hard too. ushhh gonna think properly den do it. hmmm sien ah.

2day woke up late d... mayb i donno whether to begin den i sleep all time past. hm. nah not time way goonaa wake uppppppp *slap me pls* piakk piakkkk



ah

haha is 16 may
cant stop reminding myself the TIME PASS TOO FAST
n i cant stop reminding jia and ay too
yesterday went out wit dem to celebrate jia 21st ops nono is 22 edi
oh gosh dun wanna dun wanna but u~ +.+
aik. how i oso duno
read weronika decides to die lately
kinda nice book :D

how how how

what to say? my dear, dear~

suddenly i feel like
am i too rush?

wat if im not chinese?