oways wen read back i have spelling mistake and many errors
i suppose this is my typing is so slow tat all the words come spitting out b4 i can type it all... soree 4 tat =)
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Recalling the days during 2nd penang trip.
* didnt mean to recall so many things but these were things i wanted to blog but lazy, since i blogged yesterday and now i kinda addicted. LoLx
em. lot of things happen. jus be4 this penang trip which happen on dec 3 to 6. we wen to malacca on nov 18 if not mistaken ;) perhaps we met to often tat we have notin much to say... on our way thr. but wen goin home which is 12 smth all are so active!!! the kid go play play den i, sean so play wit him. and make noise in the bus, since no complain mai continue la~~ haha until reach oso so noisy, memang gan u! i wont do tat twice haha! think oso feel paiseh!omg
* didnt mean to recall so many things but these were things i wanted to blog but lazy, since i blogged yesterday and now i kinda addicted. LoLx
em. lot of things happen. jus be4 this penang trip which happen on dec 3 to 6. we wen to malacca on nov 18 if not mistaken ;) perhaps we met to often tat we have notin much to say... on our way thr. but wen goin home which is 12 smth all are so active!!! the kid go play play den i, sean so play wit him. and make noise in the bus, since no complain mai continue la~~ haha until reach oso so noisy, memang gan u! i wont do tat twice haha! think oso feel paiseh!omg
Monday, January 4, 2010
my cash all are negatif!!!
i said i wanted to use all my dec salary bcos is my birthday month and I did and did better which mean i used till i have negatif half my jan salary. i bought 3 book at once which cost me 285!!! and i continue shopping buying a pair of shoe, top and skirt and... no more thou the 3 garments are extremely discount price but plus this plus that ohya the dinner i buy my family which now i owe my mom.
i ended use half of my jan salary which haven out yet! and im goin sarawak in jan too. which mean using lots of $$ and jan ended RM00.00 mayb - too huh~~~
waiting 4 new eheheh to get ang paooo and shoppp with ah sean! XP
i said i wanted to use all my dec salary bcos is my birthday month and I did and did better which mean i used till i have negatif half my jan salary. i bought 3 book at once which cost me 285!!! and i continue shopping buying a pair of shoe, top and skirt and... no more thou the 3 garments are extremely discount price but plus this plus that ohya the dinner i buy my family which now i owe my mom.
i ended use half of my jan salary which haven out yet! and im goin sarawak in jan too. which mean using lots of $$ and jan ended RM00.00 mayb - too huh~~~
waiting 4 new eheheh to get ang paooo and shoppp with ah sean! XP
ahahah so i wanted 2 record everthg.
lets start it. 2day notin much a normal working day.
ohya. my dad say smth tat keep me shut from complainin.
"he say he had not complain yet".
yup he's right, he work harder than i ever have
he suffer more than i ever had
therefore i have no reason to complain and now 2 stop =)
thou it was late to stop but i still stop =)
thank you dad!
my dad joke with another girl who study in uk
tat i wanted to study thr too
asking her to bring me along.
but terribly paiseh 4 me to let ppl noe tat.
cos i am very ashame of myself, for i have no gud result.
everytime i see my parents working
i feel so sad tat i cant help dem, im so soree for them for i use their money to study in the one and notin yet pay off. i dun wan dem to come to my graduation bcos i have nothing to proud dem with. is only a graduation attire not the inner proud. i will try my best 2 archive good result to make dem proud of their daughter! Im sorry so much my daddy mommy, i'll make u proud. i lurve u dad, mom!
but the problem is i still duno how 2 make it. i recall chacting with sean n bra, both of dem think of their future too, nice talking with ppl who in the same way.sean told me once... all of us will succeed only who reach faster, i agree. bra have a lot of supportive quotation yet tat doesnt help much thou is was meaningful tat some i already noe and already agree.
at this moment i really wanted to find out how 2 study ( not study book but study how 2 read, absorb, inspire and create a new idea)
thanks for everything i already have!
thanks lot!
lets start it. 2day notin much a normal working day.
ohya. my dad say smth tat keep me shut from complainin.
"he say he had not complain yet".
yup he's right, he work harder than i ever have
he suffer more than i ever had
therefore i have no reason to complain and now 2 stop =)
thou it was late to stop but i still stop =)
thank you dad!
my dad joke with another girl who study in uk
tat i wanted to study thr too
asking her to bring me along.
but terribly paiseh 4 me to let ppl noe tat.
cos i am very ashame of myself, for i have no gud result.
everytime i see my parents working
i feel so sad tat i cant help dem, im so soree for them for i use their money to study in the one and notin yet pay off. i dun wan dem to come to my graduation bcos i have nothing to proud dem with. is only a graduation attire not the inner proud. i will try my best 2 archive good result to make dem proud of their daughter! Im sorry so much my daddy mommy, i'll make u proud. i lurve u dad, mom!
but the problem is i still duno how 2 make it. i recall chacting with sean n bra, both of dem think of their future too, nice talking with ppl who in the same way.sean told me once... all of us will succeed only who reach faster, i agree. bra have a lot of supportive quotation yet tat doesnt help much thou is was meaningful tat some i already noe and already agree.
at this moment i really wanted to find out how 2 study ( not study book but study how 2 read, absorb, inspire and create a new idea)
thanks for everything i already have!
thanks lot!
looking back
2009 have alots of differences for me, my family, politic and even star*
such such a many thing happen
hehe since i see many people counting on the 2009 let me count again
is not to show anythin but jus to recall what had happen =)
emmm start with jan.
In jan i started workin with my parents, i work reluctantly and i feel so sad and i still remember i call sean so often until the mid of yr that i have more focus. I sit in a class that i treasure so much. and still loving tat time yet so sad tat it ended. and oh yes started to teach at the one academy on the last week of jan. I met Hang send my 1st term lecturer who taught me Finish Art and tat term was his last teaching. Yeap! I like to work with him too! Meeting both of the lecturer really changes ME! I love eating with dem both of them! and both of dem belanja me soya bean and at the same time tell me the bad news thou they told in different time.
It was chinese new year during feb, after new yr with my ang pao i wen curling my hair and colour it from aunty teresa, i dun like it tat time cos looks uhh! but now tat it looks more natural yes i like it much. In Feb i still workin in factory n The One and yes i still remember every sat after my class i met my college fren and we have fun till late night, and yet no complain from any1 =) we have 3 house warming in hamtaro hse, 1st time i have the pictures and just the few of use. hamtaro hse serves us great food; char ice cream etc. We all ate and help too but i snaping pic most of the time. 2nd time the pictures gone cos hamtaro thought he save the pic edi but actually didnt. tat time alot of ppl come including alvin n bryan, these 2 r remarkable cos tat time they seldom join us. why? I not sure alvin but bryan was in the National Service. Sometimes wen we remember him we call him during our outing. haha. 1 time they laugh so hard wen i say i dun wan already wen talking to bra tat now i still remember bout it.
I remember tat time i started learning chinese on my own, trying to learn the book of him. and yes tat help me alot too hehehe now i noe a number of word but till march i learn i stopped. beside learning chinese I on9 often, that makes my eye pain, cos i on9 asap wen i awaken and on9 till i sleep. Why? I wan trying to see more, read more, until now i still haven get the solution... Not knowing how to see deeply, yet i haven give up thou smtimes i complain.
March- hardly anything different from feb.
April is my last month of tutoring. im totally so sad to end it.yet so happy to have tat chance. After ending it i work at factory and i think around tat time my friends didnt meet as often.
May- I decided to buy DSLR. and after buying it i wen to china to learn 3d. I suffer lot tat time.therefore dun wanna write bout it.
Jun- still suffering from the 3d thingy.
July- I think my suffering ended. and i started focusing on printing.
Aug-??? im lazy to write consequence lazy to think.
Sept- went to mynmmar with tzu chi. from tat time onward my family getting more active in tzu chi activities. before tat they already started to collect mineral bottles for recycle.
Oct- same
Nov- same too, we still meet often too but not every week, tats why need camera to capture the moment if not 4get what had happen.
Dec- yes is my birthday and just 1 month back. and i have a 21st birthday and my frens came join my dinner and went to penang on birthday weekend. Before this, every time on my birthday i imagine tat my fren would celebrate with me but none come true until my 21st. at the time tat i dun really mind much cos yes people change. i changes my mind. and at the very yr i dun wanted to reach my birthday bcos i felt tat im old and i still haven archive anything... i fear of reaching 21, but no cure tat time cant be stop. To end 2009 i join kityee n her friends picnicing in putrajaya which is kinda cool. every year b4 this i which i celebrate my new year with my friend but not any yr was granted but this, however dun feel like joining cos the same reason with birthday, i ended so fast. i wanted to stay at home lock my self and emo or mayb drown myself on9ing.
At the 2 months active in helping tzu chi printing poster.
The point of making this blog is to kept my dailies and my thought which i have no whr to tell my thought so i blog it here, but tat lasted a few months only. wanted to make it alive again in 2010... recording wat happen in the year or NEW. =)
so ok lets start!!!
yeappi 2010.
2009 have alots of differences for me, my family, politic and even star*
such such a many thing happen
hehe since i see many people counting on the 2009 let me count again
is not to show anythin but jus to recall what had happen =)
emmm start with jan.
In jan i started workin with my parents, i work reluctantly and i feel so sad and i still remember i call sean so often until the mid of yr that i have more focus. I sit in a class that i treasure so much. and still loving tat time yet so sad tat it ended. and oh yes started to teach at the one academy on the last week of jan. I met Hang send my 1st term lecturer who taught me Finish Art and tat term was his last teaching. Yeap! I like to work with him too! Meeting both of the lecturer really changes ME! I love eating with dem both of them! and both of dem belanja me soya bean and at the same time tell me the bad news thou they told in different time.
It was chinese new year during feb, after new yr with my ang pao i wen curling my hair and colour it from aunty teresa, i dun like it tat time cos looks uhh! but now tat it looks more natural yes i like it much. In Feb i still workin in factory n The One and yes i still remember every sat after my class i met my college fren and we have fun till late night, and yet no complain from any1 =) we have 3 house warming in hamtaro hse, 1st time i have the pictures and just the few of use. hamtaro hse serves us great food; char ice cream etc. We all ate and help too but i snaping pic most of the time. 2nd time the pictures gone cos hamtaro thought he save the pic edi but actually didnt. tat time alot of ppl come including alvin n bryan, these 2 r remarkable cos tat time they seldom join us. why? I not sure alvin but bryan was in the National Service. Sometimes wen we remember him we call him during our outing. haha. 1 time they laugh so hard wen i say i dun wan already wen talking to bra tat now i still remember bout it.
I remember tat time i started learning chinese on my own, trying to learn the book of him. and yes tat help me alot too hehehe now i noe a number of word but till march i learn i stopped. beside learning chinese I on9 often, that makes my eye pain, cos i on9 asap wen i awaken and on9 till i sleep. Why? I wan trying to see more, read more, until now i still haven get the solution... Not knowing how to see deeply, yet i haven give up thou smtimes i complain.
March- hardly anything different from feb.
April is my last month of tutoring. im totally so sad to end it.yet so happy to have tat chance. After ending it i work at factory and i think around tat time my friends didnt meet as often.
May- I decided to buy DSLR. and after buying it i wen to china to learn 3d. I suffer lot tat time.therefore dun wanna write bout it.
Jun- still suffering from the 3d thingy.
July- I think my suffering ended. and i started focusing on printing.
Aug-??? im lazy to write consequence lazy to think.
Sept- went to mynmmar with tzu chi. from tat time onward my family getting more active in tzu chi activities. before tat they already started to collect mineral bottles for recycle.
Oct- same
Nov- same too, we still meet often too but not every week, tats why need camera to capture the moment if not 4get what had happen.
Dec- yes is my birthday and just 1 month back. and i have a 21st birthday and my frens came join my dinner and went to penang on birthday weekend. Before this, every time on my birthday i imagine tat my fren would celebrate with me but none come true until my 21st. at the time tat i dun really mind much cos yes people change. i changes my mind. and at the very yr i dun wanted to reach my birthday bcos i felt tat im old and i still haven archive anything... i fear of reaching 21, but no cure tat time cant be stop. To end 2009 i join kityee n her friends picnicing in putrajaya which is kinda cool. every year b4 this i which i celebrate my new year with my friend but not any yr was granted but this, however dun feel like joining cos the same reason with birthday, i ended so fast. i wanted to stay at home lock my self and emo or mayb drown myself on9ing.
At the 2 months active in helping tzu chi printing poster.
The point of making this blog is to kept my dailies and my thought which i have no whr to tell my thought so i blog it here, but tat lasted a few months only. wanted to make it alive again in 2010... recording wat happen in the year or NEW. =)
so ok lets start!!!
yeappi 2010.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you an be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face your world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you an be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face your world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
Wedding Photography Shot List
1. Prep Shots - Bride & Groom
2. The Dress - Hanging or Draped
3. The North Window Shot - Bride facing out northern most window
4. Bride walking down stairs
5. Bride looking out (window or door)
6. Maid of Honor & Brides Mom - Zipping Dress
7. Bride Applying Make Up
8. Groom Fixing Hair
9. Grooms Father & Best Man - Attaching Boutonnière to grooms lapel
10. Groom Checking the Time
11. Groom with Grooms Men & Fathers
12. Bride with Bridesmaids & Mothers
13. Bride with Mother & Father (also grandparents)
14. Groom with Mother & Father (also grandparents)
15. Bride Limo - Groom Limo
16. Bride & Groom - Exiting Limo (Bride being helped out)
17. Groom waiting at altar
18. Church Wide Shot (with & without guests)
19. Bride walking down aisle ( Side Profile & Front )
20. Father giving away bride
21. Groom over the shoulder shot of bride ( & Vis Versa)
22. Holding hands - Bride and Groom
23. Bride & Groom Kiss
24. Bride & Groom Leaving Church ( Receiving Line)
25. Bride & Groom - Inside Limo Shot
26. Reception/Banquet Hall Outside shot
27. Food Shots (Cocktail Hour, Drinks, etc.)
28. Shot of each table full of guests
29. Shots of Bride & Groom with & without family
30. Bride and Groom Portraits
31. Bride & Groom with Bridesmaids & Groomsmen
32. Bride and Groom Hand & Ring Portraits
33. First Dance
34. Bride & Father Dance
35. Groom & Mother Dance
36. Bouquet Toss
37. Guarder Belt Toss
38. Cake Cutting, Bride and Groom Feeding each other
39. Misc. Guests Dancing
40. Bride & Groom Eating
41. Best Man & Maid of Honor Toast/Speeches
42. Bride & Groom Toast/Speeches
43. Centerpieces & Flower/Decorations
44. Guestbook Signatures
45. Small Children Dancing with Bride & Groom
46. Bride & Groom’s Parents Dancing (Plus Grandparents)
47. Venetian Hour Photos (Coffee, Ice Cream, Etc)
48. Bride & Groom giving away wedding favors
49. Groom Giving Coat to Bride
50. Bride & Groom “Just Married” Vehicle - Driving Away
Read more: http://digital-photography-school.com/50-must-have-wedding-photography-shots#ixzz0S5iA6f49
another 1
Bride Swimming in Her Dress at the Beach
1. Prep Shots - Bride & Groom
2. The Dress - Hanging or Draped
3. The North Window Shot - Bride facing out northern most window
4. Bride walking down stairs
5. Bride looking out (window or door)
6. Maid of Honor & Brides Mom - Zipping Dress
7. Bride Applying Make Up
8. Groom Fixing Hair
9. Grooms Father & Best Man - Attaching Boutonnière to grooms lapel
10. Groom Checking the Time
11. Groom with Grooms Men & Fathers
12. Bride with Bridesmaids & Mothers
13. Bride with Mother & Father (also grandparents)
14. Groom with Mother & Father (also grandparents)
15. Bride Limo - Groom Limo
16. Bride & Groom - Exiting Limo (Bride being helped out)
17. Groom waiting at altar
18. Church Wide Shot (with & without guests)
19. Bride walking down aisle ( Side Profile & Front )
20. Father giving away bride
21. Groom over the shoulder shot of bride ( & Vis Versa)
22. Holding hands - Bride and Groom
23. Bride & Groom Kiss
24. Bride & Groom Leaving Church ( Receiving Line)
25. Bride & Groom - Inside Limo Shot
26. Reception/Banquet Hall Outside shot
27. Food Shots (Cocktail Hour, Drinks, etc.)
28. Shot of each table full of guests
29. Shots of Bride & Groom with & without family
30. Bride and Groom Portraits
31. Bride & Groom with Bridesmaids & Groomsmen
32. Bride and Groom Hand & Ring Portraits
33. First Dance
34. Bride & Father Dance
35. Groom & Mother Dance
36. Bouquet Toss
37. Guarder Belt Toss
38. Cake Cutting, Bride and Groom Feeding each other
39. Misc. Guests Dancing
40. Bride & Groom Eating
41. Best Man & Maid of Honor Toast/Speeches
42. Bride & Groom Toast/Speeches
43. Centerpieces & Flower/Decorations
44. Guestbook Signatures
45. Small Children Dancing with Bride & Groom
46. Bride & Groom’s Parents Dancing (Plus Grandparents)
47. Venetian Hour Photos (Coffee, Ice Cream, Etc)
48. Bride & Groom giving away wedding favors
49. Groom Giving Coat to Bride
50. Bride & Groom “Just Married” Vehicle - Driving Away
Read more: http://digital-photography-school.com/50-must-have-wedding-photography-shots#ixzz0S5iA6f49
another 1
Bride Swimming in Her Dress at the Beach
Friday, September 18, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
I had already regret on not learning hard during school time
and college time too.
it makes me feel i wasted all my 20 yrs living
there are so much to learn and to do
but i didnt until the time passed i realize.
now i learn each day a little by little
hoping to learn what i wanted to learn
and yes i cant wait to get some holidays
make it a group or even a sole one will be great =)
and college time too.
it makes me feel i wasted all my 20 yrs living
there are so much to learn and to do
but i didnt until the time passed i realize.
now i learn each day a little by little
hoping to learn what i wanted to learn
and yes i cant wait to get some holidays
make it a group or even a sole one will be great =)
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
~
ahaahaahahhhaha
thinking too much here!
mayb shud make it a simpler life
hmmm
but why simple?
life is so much interesting
enjoy it la~
thinking too much here!
mayb shud make it a simpler life
hmmm
but why simple?
life is so much interesting
enjoy it la~
Monday, August 10, 2009
http://www.thebigview.com/buddhism/emptiness.html
What is emptiness then? To understand the philosophical meaning of this term, let's look at a simple solid object, such as a cup. How is a cup empty? We usually say that a cup is empty if it does not contain any liquid or solid. This is the ordinary meaning of emptiness. But, is the cup really empty? A cup empty of liquids or solids is still full of air. To be precise, we must therefore state what the cup is empty of. Can a cup be empty of all substance? A cup in a vacuum does not contain any air, but it still contains space, light, radiation, as well as its own substance. Hence, from a physical point of view, the cup is always full of something. Yet, from the Buddhist point of view, the cup is always empty. The Buddhist understanding of emptiness is different from the physical meaning. The cup being empty means that it is devoid of inherent existence.
What is meant with non-inherent existence? Is this to say that the cup does not ultimately exist? - Not quite. - The cup exists, but like everything in this world, its existence depends on other phenomena. There is nothing in a cup that is inherent to that specific cup or to cups in general. Properties such as being hollow, spherical, cylindrical, or leak-proof are not intrinsic to cups. Other objects which are not cups have similar properties, as for example vases and glasses. The cup's properties and components are neither cups themselves nor do they imply cupness on their own. The material is not the cup. The shape is not the cup. The function is not the cup. Only all these aspects together make up the cup. Hence, we can say that for an object to be a cup we require a collection of specific conditions to exist. It depends on the combination of function, use, shape, base material, and the cup's other aspects. Only if all these conditions exist simultaneously does the mind impute cupness to the object. If one condition ceases to exist, for instance, if the cup's shape is altered by breaking it, the cup forfeits some or all of its cupness, because the object's function, its shape, as well as the imputation of cupness through perception is disrupted. The cup's existence thus depends on external circumstances. Its physical essence remains elusive.
What is emptiness then? To understand the philosophical meaning of this term, let's look at a simple solid object, such as a cup. How is a cup empty? We usually say that a cup is empty if it does not contain any liquid or solid. This is the ordinary meaning of emptiness. But, is the cup really empty? A cup empty of liquids or solids is still full of air. To be precise, we must therefore state what the cup is empty of. Can a cup be empty of all substance? A cup in a vacuum does not contain any air, but it still contains space, light, radiation, as well as its own substance. Hence, from a physical point of view, the cup is always full of something. Yet, from the Buddhist point of view, the cup is always empty. The Buddhist understanding of emptiness is different from the physical meaning. The cup being empty means that it is devoid of inherent existence.
What is meant with non-inherent existence? Is this to say that the cup does not ultimately exist? - Not quite. - The cup exists, but like everything in this world, its existence depends on other phenomena. There is nothing in a cup that is inherent to that specific cup or to cups in general. Properties such as being hollow, spherical, cylindrical, or leak-proof are not intrinsic to cups. Other objects which are not cups have similar properties, as for example vases and glasses. The cup's properties and components are neither cups themselves nor do they imply cupness on their own. The material is not the cup. The shape is not the cup. The function is not the cup. Only all these aspects together make up the cup. Hence, we can say that for an object to be a cup we require a collection of specific conditions to exist. It depends on the combination of function, use, shape, base material, and the cup's other aspects. Only if all these conditions exist simultaneously does the mind impute cupness to the object. If one condition ceases to exist, for instance, if the cup's shape is altered by breaking it, the cup forfeits some or all of its cupness, because the object's function, its shape, as well as the imputation of cupness through perception is disrupted. The cup's existence thus depends on external circumstances. Its physical essence remains elusive.
Monday, August 3, 2009
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