hmm~
is 22 of october
whr time really have past and im still bere being the old me
notin much new, or shud be appreciate.

huh~ kids now days are so cmplicated n mature!!
what they wan to do when thr are in their college life? aging? ha!

Lofoten Island, Norway

one of the place which should be visited~

i might think that why people seem to like dont have direction in life.
why they are so relax when notin is done.
but is totally opposite i assume,
people now have better understand
about the time tat past so lighting fast,
people know that things shall not be wait till tomorrow,
opportunity shall be make not wait,
which makes us now have too much low quality stuff,
now tat anyone who can pose n snap a picture of demselve call them a model,
now tat anyone who can make a poster call them a designer,
now tat anyone who can snap picture with a simple nor dslr call them a photographer,
arent them sizing their opportunity??

which make us now lack of demand big in supply.
i thinking of what to do next,
shall i go for psychology?
i wanted it since years back, but am i influence by my imagination of what its actually is, or do i really interested in that? i m still hesitating.
not tat i dun believe in myself, is just that there is not more time to waste.

perception is what all about in life.
how you see things influence the way u decide.
every small decision make a big differences only when you notice.

thanks God for everything that have been given,

for month i have left my dream, my hope, my blog, at the corner.

long time didnt post d, finally my new office have operate got 1 month
not much changes beside worker~~~
hulala~~
wah again i still prefer to talk, u noe when talk about smth for future.
i was looking the answer for what is future?
what is present?
what is past?
hmm complicated.

2day listen to this conversation on radio
can love be categories?
whether this is true love or not???
hmm i was wondering too, since myself oso not sure haha
anyway until then i will understand :)

hey do u noe how much .. i want to tell u!!
wah cant tahan ah!
huh finally move finish today yeah!
another story start here.
i wish i could just go back to school and enjoy
all the days... yet time pass never go back~~~
tats y need to enjoy the present, so now i shud enjoy the working days?
so tat when im old, when i no need to work,
i will not miss it haha.

anyway i really looking forward someday opening a school,
mayb kindergarden????? hehe okok jia you o!
i love you muack!

你的心中要有个巨人让你追，你才会进步。
哈 我知到谁是我的巨人啊~
哈哈哈~~~
但距离很远哦！
yy 最很靠近呢
真羡慕

I was wondering wat STOP FORREST STOP means in bubba gump restaurant, not until i watch Forrest Gump movie =)
I duno how to rate tat film... but i think is kinda worth watching XD

Work so hard for what?
work to menyara those fucking people?
makan suap oni!!!
MAKAN SUAPPPPP
understand.
i wonder how u can tahan this long, mayb becos of us.
anyway thank you so much all these years XP
all the hardship u bear, i try my best not to disappoint u yea!
haha retire asap ok.
argh i depends on J but he seem cant be trusted anymore.
omgosh. people are so deep inside, i wonder how...

beside that... these days really not enuf money leh!
want buy lense until now haven buy...
and much more!!

opss! 4get about smth tim!
im goin taiwan end of the yr! thou i dun think i will like the weather tat time
but anyway with tat price, nvm ! i go n c!
i was wondering what will i do after moving to new office
since i wan to make them all work on their own.
no ppl looking. THE PLAN MUST WORK.
perhaps i will use the time to MAKE SURE it works =)

aiizzz aizz aizzz improve improve improve!!!
hahah luv it~

ah~~ wan to treat myself with spa, shopping etc~~ but hmm mayb i shud keep more to use in sumwhr else, someday =) hahah but i cant stop it all. mayb some of it =)

I think i already have the answer to my long awaited question :D
i might be in the position that listen what i want o listen, but i think
is alrite and yes i decide and now is the time to do my best so i can get in :D
owh but i dun wan 3 years!!!! 2 years still boleh tahan. any Pt oso need 3 yrs how could i be 2 yrs??? anyway !! hehehe try loh XP gtg to get things ready~~
lalala~~~

不及不觉就七月啦~ 可恶啊 真可恶！
我在想我是否就真的能去外国读书吗？
我怕我会奢望。 先在想着这么样做portfolio。
大该三月之前要发去uni. 那一个uni呢？
应该是kabk还有伦敦的吧！！！
哇~~~~ 一定要去啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~
加油加油~~~~~~

你可以的！！！！爱你

i must be dreaming if i msn with u :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_MqicxSo&feature=player_embedded#!

oh FCUKKK
i just saw a msg. event for jun 12 =="
wtheck is noe july oni i see it.
oh shittt deng anyway i glad i receive his msg =)

hmm goin to move soon
ah damn i 4get psp!! ah.. not goin to email ya again.
until im have smth to tell u, smth i wish to tell u
only then, i will email u.
kinda dun like it cos i duno how long shud i wait for that. aiz wthhhhhheck!
oh deng sien laa~~ super sien.

i was wondering what to do after this. XP
anyway thank you!! muack

i will lessen my if in my talking
there is no if :)

hmmm... my parents oways say moving moving moving
from saying goin to move in jun then july den now august pula.
huh wat thhh... ei anyway goin to move la
tats gud
tats wat keeps me moving and not letting go.\
hulala
i miss kien some times
his personality hmmm

hmmm thinking about goin taiwan =)
hmm wan anot leh thou i rather go with ah sean their all
but i dun think possible
so might go with ymm, is not wan i have in mind
anyway just give it a try see hows the feeling loh
since not tat expensive hehe

going hospital really scares me...
my aunt got into hospital yesterday,
she fainted on her way out for lunch,

again n again, i noe how grateful i shud be
and again n again the feeling of helping other ppl
give me prayer to keep all of them safe.
u and i never noe if tat really works but at least
a chance... hah! i will tell u more soon \

and yes, my mom say yesterday hey u looks so "fan"
okla very hot yesterday so nasty faces i come out hehe
but another customer tell me tat too, den of cos la
working tat time in such hot weather sumore of cos la
anyway i not tat fan la~~ jus doing some think lol.

is 16 jun loh! huh~ i wan to plan smth for myself but what?
work work workkk... eat eat eat... sleep sleep sleep...
what is life??? oways wondering

tat day wen i went to church, almost begins, the priest waiting for the alter boys at the back... how can tat be???? and i wondering what he's thinking.

ah~ i never like u ling!

putting myself more in tv d...
cos i duno wat to do besides tat.

wanted to tell someone that i have understood smth. but haven.
to tell that is becos of the hope, the wish, the pray that they are all safe :D

duno what should i feel at this moment**

went i thought of finger,
very sad... things happen canot change...
ah. what can i say more?

应为自己也不知道什么是什么。。。
所以也不知道在所什么。。。 =。=
有时候很想哭那当然也哭出来咯不然收来做什么

comedian is those with brilliant mind!

i wake up some morning sit and have my coffee and look out at my beautiful garden and i go, remember how good this is. because u can lose it - jim carrey.

so true so sad.

accident happen and i dun wan to write it out
i dun wan to remember it.

Rich dad, Poor Dad.

i dun like and continue dun like,
what i am on...
cant i do smth else?

L.argh

last friday which is wesak day '10. i went hiking with my cousin and his church members. we have old n young going up the hill to waterfall. tat place grown alot of bamboo and the road is just normal soil road, u need not much energy just some walking and u'll be thr, but of cos we didnt reach the top, until the place we stop is the start of the real mountain climbing. while walking up thr, alot of others malay who going up thr to camp. is such a gud thing to do with friends, is kinda sad, chinese seldom bring their children to outdoor activities. anyway...
went we wanted to go down, the rain start, no point waiting, so we walk in the rain :D
sumthing u wouldnt do normally
like it haha em... ohya im the one driving =="
and we went to hot spring after tat to hot our leg XP and home we go,
after i bring them home, i went shop and bought a belt & dress
like it wuhooo~

Very sad very sad...
cos i did smth wrong, is not the matter of money
is the matter of thrust, between you and me
and the matter of time, i use time to finish it
and u tell me wrong???
i use time to see the things, and u tell me wrong?
i check it is right already and again u tell me wrong???
wth oh deng!!!

wah! i duno why i didnt feel like i work yesterday
yesterday seem have gone from my memory, what i did yesterday?
i remember writing an long email to someone and tats all...

身边很多人都生孩子了。 虽然那些人不是很close，但一听到结婚，生孩子， 就想起 啊，一年又过了， 老的真快。

我不想， 不想长达。。。

Last yr march i bought a book, which have 213 pages and till now i read only until pages 41. how hard is it. swt. ofcos i started to read often this yr, but is still too slow. hard hard hard ==. luckily i didnt wait till i finish it.

"i wash, wash and wash my hand till my finger get rid of all the "lines of the future" ". living today as today.

perhaps i finally noe why i dun make food for others,
cos i dun like seeing them being wasted =)
i really dont like making FOOD la.

Shall I.

but i dont believe it, really tat helpless?

Brain required rest. Knowledge required gain. Idea required think. Wisdom required experience. We will never know what is going to happen, but in our life, try to make something happen.

有时候我真的很矛盾， 做则不想做的工作。自己也懂但无法改变 ：（
有时后， 早上不想起床 想用睡望了一且。但有做不到应为脑子一次又一次提醒自己过了的时间是不会回来的。
但如果不作，我要做设末？不懂 不懂
真无聊。应为本身没有设么计划所以常常问朋友的计划， 听听也好吗。。。对不对


这个做跟这个作有设么分别啊？ +。+
哈哈为设么写汉语？ 因为我喜欢啦。
我会吗？当然不会啦，我agak agak 的拼音加google translate就会了 =）



Veronika decides to die.
If i have a choice, if i had understood earlier that the reason my days were all the same was bcos I wanted like that.。。perhaps

sometimes i repeat what i have written... is all becos i want to remember all the things that had so much memoriessss memoriesss.
ah~ really treasure it much every second of it.
yesterday wen and eat steamboat for hamtaro birthday
is had been years we haven come out and eat 2gether since tis yr is a yr of changessss :) suddenly got annual report feel tim. lol.
the day b4 jiayiin birthday she wanted to eat korean food so we went thr la, but huh not nice loh, the environment n food located at mid valley top floor. and we watch ip man 2 too, wow i didnt watch the 1st one, but wow i like him, =)

while wit jy and ay... i keep asking them their plan, very normal punya ay give me no response... since i think she no need think so much cosss emmmm duno why... but jy got say smth la~~ i noe say edi oso no sound after tat. since we seldom see each other on9. so seldom talk la. but at tat time i suddenly think of sumthing. sumthing stupid but mayb can work... but seem hard too. ushhh gonna think properly den do it. hmmm sien ah.

2day woke up late d... mayb i donno whether to begin den i sleep all time past. hm. nah not time way goonaa wake uppppppp *slap me pls* piakk piakkkk



ah

haha is 16 may
cant stop reminding myself the TIME PASS TOO FAST
n i cant stop reminding jia and ay too
yesterday went out wit dem to celebrate jia 21st ops nono is 22 edi
oh gosh dun wanna dun wanna but u~ +.+
aik. how i oso duno
read weronika decides to die lately
kinda nice book :D

how how how

what to say? my dear, dear~

suddenly i feel like
am i too rush?

wat if im not chinese?

Many people in my family suffer from depression. It's one of the main reasons I decided to become a photographer. I wanted to create colorful, positive, feel good images. - Color me Katie.

again laptop got problem
and of cos the link of sites i haven finish all GONE =.='
hulala~~~ wan sleep ddddd
sleeep em... wat else?
oh yes today i wen to trial class em kinda new thing lol

of cos new la since i never really try b4
actually last time oso got go b4 but no real 1
just normal normal 1 hmm kinda feel like walao those pose so
fuunny :D but em.. still very funny

曾经

ahahah so deng!
again i said smth wrong to customer
is not tat smth not gud but is still not a correct solution
so damn deng lol~
have to learn more 1st.huhlala

hope is ok everything... :)
pray tat i can stand on my own feet
do not look at others garden, plant your own flowers :)

Keep the Ability to Be Surprised.

hm... hundreds of.. nop thousand of times i type wrongly and write wrongly in a way of write terlebih or terkurang words... perhaps is my writting too slow or shall i say my writing n thinking dun wat to write d... wanna sleep 1st...

is all the memories that looks delicious
after graduate from sri kl
my ex-classmates n myself will sumtime remember of the nsai lemak we ate in school
but we one day i went to eat it
it was yuk! i suppose sumtime sumthings is better kept as a memory
a beautiful ones...

:D
second day of my impossible to i'mpossible :)))

great

想太多了
想的美

哈哈just trying :)
april 18
owh is already april 18
live preciously

today i read a special edition mag
for water
is truly worrying
water is so sacred and precious
not a drop of water shall be waste.
:'(

save the water
i shall do my part

before this i dont really did b4 any - just do it and imppossible is nothing
but after a yr (now) i do believe it
cos is proven but of cos i haven did anything much for just do it.
still need some courage :)

but i love immpossible is nothin. i doing it now :)
tomoro gonna start another immpossible :)
cheers~~
wuhoo
gonna make it all muackk
same to u all my dear angels

JUST DO IT!

yesterday went out to petaling st,
meet a bunch of ppl one of them i knew in icia...
and another new guy very friendly & helpful :)
thou i think he is the youngest among but he really generous
much much generous than others
great meeting XD

wake up feeling emo today duno why.
althou i shud be happy cos i m goin out later

oh yes kinda like the book design is attitude
like kohei suguira.:)

haha is friday again
time really past so fast
i oways wait for weekend, suppose i hate monday
but now i dun have the feeling already, duno why.
mayb i have accepted the fact of working??
hmm... another yr past already 20++ few more yrs 30++ arghh
dun wan i dun wan. very weird morning morning wake up do nothin but blog ==\

i wonder how i gonna make it when im in overseas :)
since all the geng ppl oso so emo staying thr lol
anyway just thinking only~~

all the memories kept in pictures.
pk. u noe u have all our memor laa
give us back some leh.

To see a world in a grain of sand, and a heaven in a wildflower... hold infinity in the palm of your hand, and eternity in an hou

arghhh heels!!!
still haven get after so longgggg :((

aiz. few nights no on9 due to internet connection
i went to bro with sum1 and another sum1 dun like.
complicated stuff.

:))))))))))
hot hot hot. is so hot
and again earth quake.
huh

ahhhhh
i check with amazon the price for the book i bought
i was much more cheapperrr
ah~deng
i saw a book i buy in amazon it was roughly the sameeee
omg anyway i already paid.
noting much to say...

guess what since my lap kena stole
i change all the password of blog etc etc
and just now i was just trying to open another blog acc
when it keep saying WRONG PASSWORD.
ish! how can.

and i hate ppl ussing my lap...
the close ur thing without asking
or helping u to click save as ...
and all my link lost in just 1 click :(

i bought 3 book yesterday and cost me >.<
awhh i was so jam so i thought goin to kino and have a look
compare the price hehehe
but at last i just bought it without comparing
since i noe i wouldnt go back kino just to buy A BOOK.
anyway buy already

1. GD theory by helen armstrong
2. The GD excecise
3. Design is attitude

And they are having promo now

Celebrating 9 years
To celebrate Kinokuniya Book Stores Malaysia's 9th anniversary
*Enjoy a RM30 rebate on the next single purchase (of books only), with the completion of 9 stamps. 1 stamps cost rm 30.

hmm
alot of words of john maeda
definitely go in to me
but i still wondering if it was the right path i want to go on?
do i?
everyday i ask myself
everyday i was fighting to my own path
but... hm.

because of the unknown,
fear is not there.
i was desperately looking for a chinese book
and due to all the site in chinese no fear of virus etc
just click and try
and i did found what i wanted
and wich to find some english 1, but seem impossible
since those site looks more virus containing more.

yesterday night i wanted to blog sumthing up tis morn,
but 4get what it is jor. swt ==

haha is smth gud
soree but i have to blog this
so i remember this moment =)

my dear fren hamtaro wanted to msn with yyy
how can i believe
but is true =)
gud that u make the 1st step

walaaooo
mayb i noe why i am so happy
cos i bought a super light plastic but
but seem useful
ahahahhaha wuhooo~~
thks!

thou is quite exp but =)

愉悦 correct?anyway =)

=)
=)
=)
=)

i an so happy today.
for no reason.
perhaps i see the something gud.

oh yes today watch clash of the titans.
izit clash??
4gotten =)

yes it is april already
things is different now
glad it happen =)

xiao hai zi jia you oh!
everyone is on their pathnow
that is so great =)
we shud celebrate it.

2009 is a year whr enjoyment is all around except have to work
lots of thing happen the very good thing and the very bad things

but now 2010
kid is working outside which means 2moro last day
bra 2day last pula and goin out to study
kit yy and phi go bristol
pk go singapore
and who else????
me stay kl workkkk =)

hmm wondering what will be during 2011 =)))))
gud luck everyone

have pressure?
oh come on
i duno what is stress what is pressure
cos i haven have anot REAL stress and pressure
since i dun have any burden just yet.
i dun like when i heard ppl around me say that they have stress
cos hey! what stress have u got?

u shud go home and ask ur dad or u mom
bout stress, they are the one who have to work,
have to take care the family
bave to take care of u
have to take care of the MONEYYYY
and everything ELSE.

so be happy that u are stress-less. :)

Do I have plan? Bah! Of Cos i have.
But it seem to be too ridiculous to be told.
let me be on the path den i'll definitely told u the 1st one :)
wait for me.

I love you like I yesterday did.

Truly~

ahahahah 2:25pm
come comeee 计划？

aiyer... i feel the distance :(
how how??? of cos not distance from fren la... but some1
-.- sad sad sad thing.
ei hot leh sunday afternoon

hope what i wanted will ON.
and not too late to ON.

aiyer yerrr i super () u leh
dun leave me, believe me k.

heart.

wow
i cant believe im back from taiwan
time.
hmm like my trip to tw :)

just do it.
ahaha to day i going to meet some1 :)
which i wanted to meet years b4 yet didnt do it

oh yes... the world is so sick,
things has to be done.

hope i have the courage to do what i wanted to do :)

感恩哦

design field?
will i still in this field in 2 yrs time?

hahahaa im goin 2 taiwan next week
ngek ngek ngek
thou not for fun
but i still steppin my foot thr
lovin it. soon after i have chance will go FOR FUN~~
wuhooo
ei sean how bout we meet in taiwan?
sinnce ahahah gud ma~ :D

how how how?
every1 is going off. me?
left me over here :(
how sad.

den i shall shop more to cure ahahha
come shop shop!!!

Hmm! How can my laptop can be stolen?
i just cant believe it. anyway tat person was not lucky then
cos just rite on that day my lap having problem to ON :)
while i waiting 4 the computer man, the ppl stole it.
HA.

so havent been on9 for a week d.
sien
on9 oso notin to do~~
anyway now got temporary laptop to use.

aiz. feeling is so confusing.
i hate this.

why human needs to eat?

guess what
after weeks of moving to new house
i suddenly remember i have yet to find my precious stuff.
whr the shit i keep it? now that i have search all the things but still not around.
perhaps i have send it all to recycle. oh my...
to recycle. what can i say. huh :(

suddenly i understand the need of touch.
i will buy it if i feel good touching it :)

number 23.

what u think. :)

which phone to get??
ahaha can u let me touch u b4 deciding??
eiyerr come la~
let me touch :)

bahaha.
i am very clear talking bout this.
perhaps go overseas for a holiday was not a bad idea,
taking the time for study to enjoy awhile... but
what to do after that? continue to struggle with the work i doesnt like?
i dont wan to go in a uni i doesnt like for the sake of goin in.

am i putting myself too high? :)
hehehe miss those font use to see in email hah!
gud day my frend.

every post talk about searching about life.damn.

oooh DENG
不知不觉 is a;ready 18 of feb
whr portfolio suppose to send out in march
how am i goin 2 send???
when thr is notin to send???

i duno wat to do leh...
oh sien.
how? who am i suppose to ask how.
any answer available?

another year pass.
hmm... only when u noe what u read thats true reading
alot of times i read and read and read yet i 4get what i have read,
perhaps im so worst in understanding.
i need time to digest what i have read and learn
alot of time.

hm. dun like it. since is waste of time

reunion nite.
last year reunion nite was still so fresh in my mind,
i still remember talking with my cousin about our thought for ourself or better say mission of that year, and we reunion again this year yet nothing have change much.
he recall that i told him i want to go out more with my friends. i have totally forgotten i have told him this but yet it happened. :)

and yes sometimes is so wierd. sumthing happen on that particular time and stop where it is.

still fresh remembering meeting L. and still fresh about the times talking with him but in just a sudden lost contact. how sad. huh. yet life have to go on.

Searching for life is interesting.
hahaha nonsense
thanks god for everything i already have.

TQ so much what u have gaven me.
TQQQ

went can my fear be overcome
i oways understand fearing can help
and no use sitting here and fear but i still fear...
i definitely agree with sean alot of things depend on fate
and of cos depend on ourself whether we wan to sit here and fear or just do it.
but life is never so easy.

nonsense.

ahahah sean sean ~~~

i like so much we talk.
of everything ahahaha lurve it. :)
i still remember got 1 time we talk so often, the time i was so blur,
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
seannn wen u r back rememeber find me talk rrrrrrrrrr
i m really so waiting the time, we meet in sumwhr.

* wish me must happen *

MUSTTT oh yes will definitely happen

Human are so fake.

i hate passed time for time passed is never found again, i hate present time for i have not found the meaning of life, i hate the future for i have no idea what the future will be, yet life have to go on. Cheers~ :)

hahaha yesterday was sean farewell
kinda hmm sad thing seeing my dear all goin off 1 by 1
and soon left no 1 here in KL.hmm~~
but we have 10 ppl gathering ahaha long time no this big gather jor
NICE!

ISSAC.
U REALLY OUT OF MY EXPECTATION!

i never noe u read and can conclude so well loh,
u r really so OMG.
tats gud haha great continue talking ya
dun emo so much on those *stuff* la

summore u talk those thing about dream job was so true.
can u write it down i 4get easily loh.
I read lot to, but no conclusion and i again 4get easily so
no use reading it loh, aiz.
OMG deng! what to say???