wow... if i snap my table.
den u will terkejut!
it like emm i duno wat u call mayb rat hse :P
its full of things a hill of paper books cable
face cream bags boxes... everything u can think of :)
soon i'll clean'em up

ohno i think i need to snap the pic wait*

I acquire quality more than b4, since i meet u, perhaps i learn this from u, or mayb i just wanted to act like u. hehe. but i think i rather say i agree wit what u hav said.

I agree when i agree, I dont when i dont.

ops my sunday is gone.

i learn smth during the trip.
is bamboo a tree or a plant?
mayb for those who remember we have learn during primary skol, tat bamboo is a plant. andi already 4get about that. but why a plant? how u do u noe whether it is a plant or a tree?

u decide it by cutting the stick of it, if its empty inside den it is a plant. why cant our teacher teach is this fact rather than asking us to remember the bamboo is a plant, same for banana tree. it is a plan not banana treee! but banana planttttt!!! ok

pls education change!

I oways get alot of this nonsense thought during holidays becos it is the only time tat u r so damn free to think nonsensely! :)

I hate the fact that I'm 22.

we were talking about ages in sudden conversation and my sis says im 22. i wanted to correct her tat im 21 oni but think again... i already 22. how sad.

I like taking pictures to keep those beautiful memories, only by then memories wouldn't fade. only by then i can remember clearly what happen at that little moment. words cant paint my memories. but at the same time
I hate looking at photographs... those really sweet times capture. I hate it for its already past. I hate it tat i know i cant go back to tat time. I hate it tat it show how fast the time passes. i hate it especially when u looking backward in ur dslr in a fast speed. u see what hav u capture today. u see how hav today slip by. I hate it. but i have to love it. since lost time is never found again.

i really like this the way to wealth by benjamin franklin. it doesnt talk about money but time. this is what i like. if this is discuss in a small talk den tats so great. at least it makes sum1 aware of the passed time. at least they can make sum1 appreciate more the times they have. i read "one more day" by mitch albom. nice 1. it also talks about appreciating times. Lost time is never found again.

back from sarawak yesterday
em when thr for 4 days 3 night. staying at damai beach resort which takes 45 minutes to reach the city (kuching). Kuching comes from Mata Kuching some kind of longan but now already pupus. B4 we go thr we already book the tour guide, upon reaching thr our tour guide is at the airport to pick us. his name mr lee.

He bring us around kuching,
cat museum - all kinds of things related to cat is in thr, den to sarawak museum which show their traditional stuff, and to a tower to view the whole kuching.he also bring us to a pottery shop, and we see how those ppl make pottery. Last wen to visit orang utan but due to fruiting season the orang utan didnt come out and we wen thr sitting in the forest for 1 hour. all this cost us 145.

2nd day we went to visit orang bidayuh which is land dayuh. the lives in hse make of bamboo, their main raw material is bamboo. from my hotel it takes 2 hrs to reach thr. 120rm.

3rd day, since thr is nothing much to do we go visit orang iban which located few hundreds km away. means we have 4 hrs of car and 45 min of long boat to reach the hse of orang iban (long hse) orang iban oso known as sea dayuh, and their main raw material is wood. they r more friendly compare to the bidayuh... and yes nice experience thou. and then go home. actually lots of detail to write but again lazy. hehe haha wait la sum times in the future oni update it :) ohya it cost us 450 for tat. huh expensive eh!

last day sleep 99 in hotel and go city walk walk... and then our tour guide send us to airport and sit 99 wait for the airplane. and back home sleep again what a day. waisted but anyway i read my book the whole day so at least not so wasted la. :)

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):

i like small talk whr ppl exchange their thought on real thing not those small matters. what i mean real is smth worth talking :) but haven meet this kind of conversation yet, so far just a short 1 i have. come any1 interested to talk? im interested to listen. :)

oways wen read back i have spelling mistake and many errors
i suppose this is my typing is so slow tat all the words come spitting out b4 i can type it all... soree 4 tat =)

Recalling the days during 2nd penang trip.
* didnt mean to recall so many things but these were things i wanted to blog but lazy, since i blogged yesterday and now i kinda addicted. LoLx

em. lot of things happen. jus be4 this penang trip which happen on dec 3 to 6. we wen to malacca on nov 18 if not mistaken ;) perhaps we met to often tat we have notin much to say... on our way thr. but wen goin home which is 12 smth all are so active!!! the kid go play play den i, sean so play wit him. and make noise in the bus, since no complain mai continue la~~ haha until reach oso so noisy, memang gan u! i wont do tat twice haha! think oso feel paiseh!omg

my cash all are negatif!!!
i said i wanted to use all my dec salary bcos is my birthday month and I did and did better which mean i used till i have negatif half my jan salary. i bought 3 book at once which cost me 285!!! and i continue shopping buying a pair of shoe, top and skirt and... no more thou the 3 garments are extremely discount price but plus this plus that ohya the dinner i buy my family which now i owe my mom.
i ended use half of my jan salary which haven out yet! and im goin sarawak in jan too. which mean using lots of $$ and jan ended RM00.00 mayb - too huh~~~
waiting 4 new eheheh to get ang paooo and shoppp with ah sean! XP

ahahah so i wanted 2 record everthg.
lets start it. 2day notin much a normal working day.
ohya. my dad say smth tat keep me shut from complainin.
"he say he had not complain yet".

yup he's right, he work harder than i ever have
he suffer more than i ever had
therefore i have no reason to complain and now 2 stop =)
thou it was late to stop but i still stop =)
thank you dad!

my dad joke with another girl who study in uk
tat i wanted to study thr too
asking her to bring me along.
but terribly paiseh 4 me to let ppl noe tat.
cos i am very ashame of myself, for i have no gud result.

everytime i see my parents working
i feel so sad tat i cant help dem, im so soree for them for i use their money to study in the one and notin yet pay off. i dun wan dem to come to my graduation bcos i have nothing to proud dem with. is only a graduation attire not the inner proud. i will try my best 2 archive good result to make dem proud of their daughter! Im sorry so much my daddy mommy, i'll make u proud. i lurve u dad, mom!

but the problem is i still duno how 2 make it. i recall chacting with sean n bra, both of dem think of their future too, nice talking with ppl who in the same way.sean told me once... all of us will succeed only who reach faster, i agree. bra have a lot of supportive quotation yet tat doesnt help much thou is was meaningful tat some i already noe and already agree.

at this moment i really wanted to find out how 2 study ( not study book but study how 2 read, absorb, inspire and create a new idea)

thanks for everything i already have!
thanks lot!

looking back
2009 have alots of differences for me, my family, politic and even star*
such such a many thing happen
hehe since i see many people counting on the 2009 let me count again
is not to show anythin but jus to recall what had happen =)
emmm start with jan.

In jan i started workin with my parents, i work reluctantly and i feel so sad and i still remember i call sean so often until the mid of yr that i have more focus. I sit in a class that i treasure so much. and still loving tat time yet so sad tat it ended. and oh yes started to teach at the one academy on the last week of jan. I met Hang send my 1st term lecturer who taught me Finish Art and tat term was his last teaching. Yeap! I like to work with him too! Meeting both of the lecturer really changes ME! I love eating with dem both of them! and both of dem belanja me soya bean and at the same time tell me the bad news thou they told in different time.

It was chinese new year during feb, after new yr with my ang pao i wen curling my hair and colour it from aunty teresa, i dun like it tat time cos looks uhh! but now tat it looks more natural yes i like it much. In Feb i still workin in factory n The One and yes i still remember every sat after my class i met my college fren and we have fun till late night, and yet no complain from any1 =) we have 3 house warming in hamtaro hse, 1st time i have the pictures and just the few of use. hamtaro hse serves us great food; char ice cream etc. We all ate and help too but i snaping pic most of the time. 2nd time the pictures gone cos hamtaro thought he save the pic edi but actually didnt. tat time alot of ppl come including alvin n bryan, these 2 r remarkable cos tat time they seldom join us. why? I not sure alvin but bryan was in the National Service. Sometimes wen we remember him we call him during our outing. haha. 1 time they laugh so hard wen i say i dun wan already wen talking to bra tat now i still remember bout it.

I remember tat time i started learning chinese on my own, trying to learn the book of him. and yes tat help me alot too hehehe now i noe a number of word but till march i learn i stopped. beside learning chinese I on9 often, that makes my eye pain, cos i on9 asap wen i awaken and on9 till i sleep. Why? I wan trying to see more, read more, until now i still haven get the solution... Not knowing how to see deeply, yet i haven give up thou smtimes i complain.

March- hardly anything different from feb.

April is my last month of tutoring. im totally so sad to end it.yet so happy to have tat chance. After ending it i work at factory and i think around tat time my friends didnt meet as often.

May- I decided to buy DSLR. and after buying it i wen to china to learn 3d. I suffer lot tat time.therefore dun wanna write bout it.

Jun- still suffering from the 3d thingy.

July- I think my suffering ended. and i started focusing on printing.

Aug-??? im lazy to write consequence lazy to think.

Sept- went to mynmmar with tzu chi. from tat time onward my family getting more active in tzu chi activities. before tat they already started to collect mineral bottles for recycle.

Oct- same

Nov- same too, we still meet often too but not every week, tats why need camera to capture the moment if not 4get what had happen.

Dec- yes is my birthday and just 1 month back. and i have a 21st birthday and my frens came join my dinner and went to penang on birthday weekend. Before this, every time on my birthday i imagine tat my fren would celebrate with me but none come true until my 21st. at the time tat i dun really mind much cos yes people change. i changes my mind. and at the very yr i dun wanted to reach my birthday bcos i felt tat im old and i still haven archive anything... i fear of reaching 21, but no cure tat time cant be stop. To end 2009 i join kityee n her friends picnicing in putrajaya which is kinda cool. every year b4 this i which i celebrate my new year with my friend but not any yr was granted but this, however dun feel like joining cos the same reason with birthday, i ended so fast. i wanted to stay at home lock my self and emo or mayb drown myself on9ing.

At the 2 months active in helping tzu chi printing poster.

The point of making this blog is to kept my dailies and my thought which i have no whr to tell my thought so i blog it here, but tat lasted a few months only. wanted to make it alive again in 2010... recording wat happen in the year or NEW. =)
so ok lets start!!!

yeappi 2010.

as times go taste, feeling, etc...
changes.

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character;
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you an be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face your world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

Dream.
Yesterday i dream about being a DJ
and i ended up badly
The night before i dream about being a tutor
and ended up badly too...
and i saw disappoint face from L.
wth does all this means. DENG!
phew~ swt~ evry bits of feeling in a feeling.

彭
hmmmm...

Wedding Photography Shot List

1. Prep Shots - Bride & Groom
2. The Dress - Hanging or Draped
3. The North Window Shot - Bride facing out northern most window
4. Bride walking down stairs
5. Bride looking out (window or door)
6. Maid of Honor & Brides Mom - Zipping Dress
7. Bride Applying Make Up
8. Groom Fixing Hair
9. Grooms Father & Best Man - Attaching Boutonnière to grooms lapel
10. Groom Checking the Time
11. Groom with Grooms Men & Fathers
12. Bride with Bridesmaids & Mothers
13. Bride with Mother & Father (also grandparents)
14. Groom with Mother & Father (also grandparents)
15. Bride Limo - Groom Limo
16. Bride & Groom - Exiting Limo (Bride being helped out)
17. Groom waiting at altar
18. Church Wide Shot (with & without guests)
19. Bride walking down aisle ( Side Profile & Front )
20. Father giving away bride
21. Groom over the shoulder shot of bride ( & Vis Versa)
22. Holding hands - Bride and Groom
23. Bride & Groom Kiss
24. Bride & Groom Leaving Church ( Receiving Line)
25. Bride & Groom - Inside Limo Shot
26. Reception/Banquet Hall Outside shot
27. Food Shots (Cocktail Hour, Drinks, etc.)
28. Shot of each table full of guests
29. Shots of Bride & Groom with & without family
30. Bride and Groom Portraits
31. Bride & Groom with Bridesmaids & Groomsmen
32. Bride and Groom Hand & Ring Portraits
33. First Dance
34. Bride & Father Dance
35. Groom & Mother Dance
36. Bouquet Toss
37. Guarder Belt Toss
38. Cake Cutting, Bride and Groom Feeding each other
39. Misc. Guests Dancing
40. Bride & Groom Eating
41. Best Man & Maid of Honor Toast/Speeches
42. Bride & Groom Toast/Speeches
43. Centerpieces & Flower/Decorations
44. Guestbook Signatures
45. Small Children Dancing with Bride & Groom
46. Bride & Groom’s Parents Dancing (Plus Grandparents)
47. Venetian Hour Photos (Coffee, Ice Cream, Etc)
48. Bride & Groom giving away wedding favors
49. Groom Giving Coat to Bride
50. Bride & Groom “Just Married” Vehicle - Driving Away


Read more: http://digital-photography-school.com/50-must-have-wedding-photography-shots#ixzz0S5iA6f49

another 1
Bride Swimming in Her Dress at the Beach

hmmmmmm
life is just so ...
huh
only if the destination much clearer
and determination is much stronger.

wth i m doin here?
damn
i have no idea wat to do

hmmmmmm
life is just so ...
huh
only if the destination much clearer
and determination is much stronger.

wth i m doin here?
damn
i have no idea wat to do
...

"only those who fully utilized what he has will save his time taking the long way out"

Hm...
wanted to open a cafe where only dessert are serve hehehe
and drink ofcos XP

wuahahahaha
*drooling* wen thinkin of it

but now have to concentrate on further studies T.T
worry worry worry
about all that related to the consequence whether able to further studies T.T

huhuhuhuhuhhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
sad

I had already regret on not learning hard during school time
and college time too.
it makes me feel i wasted all my 20 yrs living
there are so much to learn and to do
but i didnt until the time passed i realize.

now i learn each day a little by little
hoping to learn what i wanted to learn

and yes i cant wait to get some holidays
make it a group or even a sole one will be great =)

huh~
human is just so complicated!

sien r...

if only if

~

ahaahaahahhhaha
thinking too much here!
mayb shud make it a simpler life
hmmm
but why simple?
life is so much interesting
enjoy it la~

http://www.thebigview.com/buddhism/emptiness.html

What is emptiness then? To understand the philosophical meaning of this term, let's look at a simple solid object, such as a cup. How is a cup empty? We usually say that a cup is empty if it does not contain any liquid or solid. This is the ordinary meaning of emptiness. But, is the cup really empty? A cup empty of liquids or solids is still full of air. To be precise, we must therefore state what the cup is empty of. Can a cup be empty of all substance? A cup in a vacuum does not contain any air, but it still contains space, light, radiation, as well as its own substance. Hence, from a physical point of view, the cup is always full of something. Yet, from the Buddhist point of view, the cup is always empty. The Buddhist understanding of emptiness is different from the physical meaning. The cup being empty means that it is devoid of inherent existence.

What is meant with non-inherent existence? Is this to say that the cup does not ultimately exist? - Not quite. - The cup exists, but like everything in this world, its existence depends on other phenomena. There is nothing in a cup that is inherent to that specific cup or to cups in general. Properties such as being hollow, spherical, cylindrical, or leak-proof are not intrinsic to cups. Other objects which are not cups have similar properties, as for example vases and glasses. The cup's properties and components are neither cups themselves nor do they imply cupness on their own. The material is not the cup. The shape is not the cup. The function is not the cup. Only all these aspects together make up the cup. Hence, we can say that for an object to be a cup we require a collection of specific conditions to exist. It depends on the combination of function, use, shape, base material, and the cup's other aspects. Only if all these conditions exist simultaneously does the mind impute cupness to the object. If one condition ceases to exist, for instance, if the cup's shape is altered by breaking it, the cup forfeits some or all of its cupness, because the object's function, its shape, as well as the imputation of cupness through perception is disrupted. The cup's existence thus depends on external circumstances. Its physical essence remains elusive.

http://www.felixheinen.de

like this =)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

have a try =)

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Midvalley ParkMARE

when thr jus now to look for sean n etc
and i reach thr at 6 and started jamming to go in parking lot
and i jam until 7 and im still outside! what can i say?

I wish malaysia nasional library have everything it shud have!

Aiz. too bad is totally opp
every single book i wanted is not thr!
frustrated!

An Incomplete Manifesto for Growth

http://www.brucemaudesign.com/manifesto.html

http://designcircus.tumblr.com/page/2

MC: What is the real issue?

TK: Whether we can do something with design that makes a difference in the world. Whether designers can use their skills to create change - cultural, political and economic. Economic change is the one designers have been good at because they can make sales go up, stocks go up, sell more spaghetti sauce.

MC: But what about the other changes?

TK: They are not where the money is and are not what design has usually been called upon to do. I grew up doing very commercial work - brochures, logos, packaging and record covers. My journey has been a move from using graphics to make money to using graphic design to create new aesthetic ideas - which is where most designers start - to becoming frustrated and moving on to industrial design, film, television and architecture. After 15 or 20 years I discovered that design is just language and the real issue is what you use that language to do. Now I’m at a point where I’m tired of talking about what kind of accents to use. I want to talk about the words that are being said.

MC: To whom? Is the audience as important as the message?

TK: What is said determines who listens and who understands. Graphic design is a language, but graphic designers are so busy worrying about the nuances - accents, punctuation and so on - that they spend little time thinking about what the words add up to. I’m interested in using our communication skills to change the way things are …

finally graduated!

huh~ ahh is july edi
and nothing new with me! deng deng deng!
yer so stupid la...
make me scare tim! huh

argh? wat happen with them

It has been awhile MJ ...
and lots of rumors about his life etc.
ah! dun care
MJ you're still the very special MJ
remember only what best you have


*remembered always*

grrrr arghh
was wondering which colour to match with brown dress!
red? hm...
arhh~~~

i suppose to work leh
but i wonder about the colour!
huh

hm...is all about ur way of thinking!
kinda have those thinking
but noting much to support it
and it just go freely and gone!
hm
perhaps smth shud be done =)
yea smth muz be done!

wat?
thought are just too shallow to further on!
letz get 1 topic and start?
how bout the web?
ar i still haven did it.
feel so embarrassing. yiiii
arghhh!

Ah~ Duno wat!
I dont feel the existence of friendship
in us
jia kl yin
mayb u all takes friendship for granted!
anyway
again i still lurve u all
no matter if u all still feel the friendship
huh

thks anyway!

so deng!!!!!!!!
deng deng deng deng deng!

those pic for hamtaro 2nd hse warming DELETE JOR!
deng

delete jor i cant believe it wen he first told me
i duno why wan to delete it?

so many crazy pic thr and told me delete jor
how can i accept it??
i shud bring memory card nex time
deng!!
till now i still cant cover the fire of noeing those pic deleted!
DENG!

specially for all of dem!
MUACKKKS

http://www.banksy.co.uk/outdoors/horizontal_1.htm

great!

was trying to edit sum vedio clip
and things just dont go smoothly
the 1st time same problem
after so many yrs the 2nd time
same things...
converter???
and now finally i got that but no sound
wth happening??
yiiii
gosh!

why no sound? ah~

ah... just dun like the feeling
i sense that our friendship is falling apart
hope that my sense are wrong
i hope not because of this small problem
get us to whr we are now
pls dont, we have known each others since 14
is almost 8 yrs my dear fren.
anyway glad that i noe u tis long =)
may ur days in the future brighten oways!

lurve u much!

Love and Hate
In abusive relationship love and hate occurs in cycles, progressively increasingly in severity, spiraling to a point where it can not be repaired.

Part one was all about the importance of research and thinking visually. Part two was about the next step, how to progress from research into idea generation.

so fast is tuesday again~
shud be happy or not?
neutral maybe =)

wuhoo
house warming again last sat
and yeaa wat i did was just taking picture hehe
didnt help much XP
and yes i lurve it
for those pic we taken
nice nice
arrggh mus ask hamtaro upload it fast

For those who read comfortably and frequently, reading is not about fireworks. It is about breaking the boundaries of self. It is about discovering the kinship of like consciousness, though the owner of that consciousness may be half your age or have lived 300 years ago. It is about linking minds, arguing with respected enemies. That linking, that arguing, is what reading creates. It builds a person’s internal landscape. It has nothing to do with black walls and aorta-like hallways—nothing at all.

http://www.metropolismag.com/story/20060320/why-i-like-the-seattle-library

Tired of error!

yiii
i work on sat and most event is on sat
miss it!!! arrr
yiii why sat???
if sun oso no good
best is no work on sat
wuahahahha XP

lurve the rain
lurve the sunshine
never lurve haze!

wuahahahhha
lurving everyday =)
cheers!

hm...is june olreadi
jia you!!!

wen to ham hse warming
thou notin to do thr but okla
nice ma
wen frens can be in 1 place n eat eat drink drink
thanks hamtaro! for all the effort making food for us
muackkk *huggies*

planning for 2nd round tis sat
wuahaha gud gud XD

The Ones We Love is a project highlighting young and talented photographers from around the world. Each artist contributed six photographs of the person(s) who is most important to them, taken outdoors in a natural setting. The goal of the website is to portray the people who are loved, cherished, and inspirational to these artists, and also showcase the differences and similarities in the photographs each of them took within the same guidelines.

http://www.theoneswelove.org/about.html

books from heaven, books from earth

http://idlethink.wordpress.com/2009/05/05/bookporn-41-books-from-heaven-books-from-earth/

hehe
back from PD on sunday
wen thr for alvin burday on sat
not much thing we did
no 'sa' XD but got 'chi kang' oni

cant wait tis friday 2 eat pasta~~
at hamtaro hse
hehe
yea~~

love u much
*muack*

thanks!

Really LURVE this blog

http://designcircus.tumblr.com

i wan to go further studies!
but money is a problem~~
i just saw smth about kaohsiungdesignfestival
tat makes me wanted to go also
seem so nice wowowowowow!
i wanted to go!
ah~ mus go sumday in the future
best is tis 2 years ba :D
if possible la of course


WORK HARD!

hm...

Live in the present!
Never ever live in the future.

I duno how
I duno when
BUT sure it will HAPPEN!

I dont wan to do what I'm doin NOW!
Is frightening.
No matter how worst I am now.
I dont want to stay where I am now.
I DONT WANT.
No matter how I will push till the hardest edge of myself.
I WILL.

em~ looking for cable.
I hate cable, so many so messy.
when u buy a camera u have this cable that cable
and battery charger too
den a phone u got another then another and another...
how are u going 2 keep them all?
I hate it can the person who create this makes it more simpler?
and now i still can find my cable... huh

ah~~ waiting for reply makes my adrenaline rush!

so happy
so worry
so scare

uuh~

Fullhouse5.18

wuahaha yesterday wen thr
okla the place... em
guess nex time need to bring camera whenever v have yumcha
and... i need to forbidden tea
or else i'll be awake although i wanted to sleep so much.
before goin thr i went badminton with hui yun etc.
loving it with all the sweat rushing out~ XD

shit loh
wake up at 7 smth to work
but i went facebooking
huh~ and now what i plan to send yesterday is not done yet
and now im goin out and i think i cant
send today
oooo shit
is so long edi
i take the thing on 28.4 but now 17.5 edi
i haven give any response, what he will think den
oh noooo
ah~~~~~ must try finish it wen i come back later =)
yuo i will =)

I want! I want! I want what I wanted to be!
and I'll BE!

yes u can~

ah~ give up-ing 5.14
totally pissed off

ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

To have friend are miracle~
I love all of U
Once a friend forever a friend
Kisses~

ahhhh~ may 12

Monday May.11
Brand new week

AH~ last week was totally used up.
In china on weekdays Sat in new home Sun in old home huh~
Feel so 'gan dong' my friends came so early to my hse hehehehe
thanks for coming yea~

So much to do. How the website????
I also duno. I wanted to do my best but... oh
AH hope he dunt mind i take the time =)
want to tell him i'm in china but a bit weird to say.
What else to tell, about the thing that annoy me?
even worst i think.

Saturday~~~~~ how

Sole china may7
Being in china alone have nothing fun.
Luckily laptop is wit me =)

yawhoo~
Is may the 7
Is a day of a film screening of someone
and i 4gotten the title
consequence i cant watch it
wth am i think at that time ==?

Im done with my work~~~~
yaw yaw yaw yawhoo
Goin back tomoro

Changes.
I expect more quality service.
I think differently.
I change.
I speak differently.
I decide to really learn.
all by influence.

A real big different I see. from the very first day of 2009.

I want more english.
I want more chinese.
and
I want other languages too.
france? dutch? good i love it =)

conquering mt.datuk on may1
conquering mt is never my cup of tea
but i went =)
great times
nescafeing and mameeing in the middle of the mountain
and magging on top of the mount with lots of other stuff to eat
em... mayb i shud call it a picnic =)
how long?
i think start at 9 smth reach at 12 smth...
and come down at 2 40 reach at 4 smth
a pool of swear~

goin again on may16 wit zoo fellow
hope can succesful go la
since all oso so bz
and may 30 PD~
yawho~

why the heck no date?
may 5

hm... 10 more days my burfday
still haven plan what to do for her~

tat day 28/4 i think
anyway is tuesday lunch with On.
greeat~ wuahaha
so great~ tat was owh so great
summore recommend eat spicy spaghetti but i take another spag
cos spicy la~ whr can
em... i love the latte
wen wan go again, fast

in china now...
at sum1 office blogging =)

i got sumthing to do edi
a website
and another website
but i didnt handle properly
so the 2nd website i think i kill myself edi
so soree
and another pitching work i got
and thought can make it with Sean
but now wth the brief gone?
ah~ so left the onli website
but i haven noe what to do.
ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
add oil add oil ~

Guess what

I met my ex-student in pasar malam!
and he say y u seem like younger than me =="

Finally~
ah... feel relief, though that is not the answer i want.
but thanks a lot for what i have before.
greatly appreciate =)

What to do next term?
Huh~ i really want to continue or smth related
*sob sob* I wanna meet meet meet
When? Perhaps is not time yet.
But until when do i need to wait
Anyway... i wait

soya no ice
2 sweetest soya drink I have =)
thanks! will miss ya

I read but I forgotten
I see but I forgotten
I learn but I forgotten
I hear but I forgotten

I forget everything, I have learn.
too bad =(

I really LOVE
but i cant do anything much...
work is not that outstanding
I will try... but sometimes is just too hard.
Yes is just too hard. huh~

hmm...wanted to upload pic but so slow.

hobby is hobby
hobby cannot take it as career...

someone told me

"Join me and all of us have a same vision, and there is always sumone to enjoy together"

" Now u have frens that all are just graduate, looking for jobs, you guys still keep connecting BUT as times run, all of u have different destiny, different route, from each of others and lead to different point of view, different status, etc... how will u still connect to each other?" SIGH!

Huh
I dare not think further about "connection". I will miss u ALL!


Dont know what is next in my route to my destiny..
Still waiting

Dont gie up on me cos I HAVEN GIVE UP!
Thank you veryyyy MUCH for believing me
You given me a big impact, thanks alot.
Really grateful meeting u.

Sweating Time
Today when cycling with ToA frens
total of 9 person goin =D nice
JDG duno how to ride and learn over thr
after awhile give up hehehe
and PY fetches her...
we didnt really cycle much but now
totally exhausted loh~
nice nice nice ar
next week want go badminton edi
and summore v plan 2 meet at 7
at the end v bertolak at 8smth wuahahaha

*hua seng pi le*

God knows that we are all artists of life. One day, he gives us a hammer with which to make sculptures, another day he gives us a brushes and paints with which to make a picture, or a paper and a pencil to write with. But you cannot make a painting with a hammer, or a sculpture with a paintbrush. Therefore, how ever difficult it may be, I must accept today's small blessings, even if they seem like curses because I am suffering and it's beautiful day, the sun is shining, and the children are singing in the street.

I give up on you
China did come into my mind when Im thinking about further studies
but after dealing with the people there, I give up I totally give up
after one week of dissapointment from u
huh~

I don't know

I plan to work sumwhr else next year,
but how about my work?
I didnt make much yet
is already april...
And now i'm quite worrying
about going overseas,
$ is a problem,
timing is a problem,
language is a problem,
everything is a problem... hm~
but i will still GO =)

Thank you lord for what you have given me
pray to lord for strength, wisdom, and patience...

OVER?

ah~ dont feel good
miss out smth...
anyway meeting ay tis sat
huh~

ah~
so lazy to upload picture ah
can make upload more easier anot?
SO low and troublesome...

Craving For Brief

Any?

Not Going TO Go Again

A bit disappointed for the MMC i went,
Maybe I put to much hope on in~
Rather going somewhere else loh.

U know which one i MEAN right ;)


I lurves Century Gothic so much... in the past,
after sometime I began to afraid of it
and now I see it everywhere of me
ID Tag, flyer, Sign etc and even KLDW use it, Oh my~ Make me feel sad!

very 1st Snapping around *wink*









lots more to upload =)

Back in KL

yesterday night, huh~

Love you saturday

First is that i confirmed goin to MMC
wuahahaha finally decided... hmm
want to lose myself in thr, wuhoo~
lotz of interesting ppl to meet thr, worth goin
oh ya they added another speaker name Angelique Spaninks
wondering how can 930am to 6 pm enuf for the conference

Spaninks was previously a critic and editor at Eindhovens Dagblad and is co-author of the Ari Marcopoulos, Flow, Selected Photographs 1982 - 2006. Currently, Spaninks is Director of MU, a contemporary art museum in Eindhoven which has commissioned, curated and produced exhibitions featuring some of the world's most influential artists, designers, film-makers and musicians. These include Swoon, Miranda July, Kim Gordon, Susan Cianciolo and D-Fuse. She is also the commissioned curator for Neubauism - The first solo exhibition by Neubau Berlin.

Second is i finally meet my handsome dear
Meet after long negotiations
Name: ...still thinking =)
Born: 20 march 09
Brand: Nikon
Series: D60

love u much much
u jus freak me off wen the battery jus dont come out
but den actually i jus have to pull harder
wuahahahah~ love u much much again =)

"To the creative mind, there is no right or wrong; every action is an experiment, and every experiment yields its fruit in knowledge."

D60

wuahahahaha
i want to buy d~ yahoooooooooooooooooo
cant wait to touch u *droooooool*

自修？

hm... suddenly evokes me
sometimes just feel not right
what is that?
wondering around
a question that woke me up
earlier in the morn to rethink

how is everything goin on
hm... im not sure leh, plan but
not real confirm due 2 what i heard yesterday
hm... ok~
how about him?
oh pls i so wanted to email u leh, can ar
so miss miss miss ur teaching
just suddenly thought of the way u speak
gotta learn from u~
so much to say
so decided? still on Holland or mayb Germany?
or Vancouver.........or Finland?
suddenly so many choices...
shud i stay on my 1st decision on holl?
hm~
wondering wondering wondering~
portfoilio is so important
that degree just doesnt matters
YUP~ it just a paper, perhaps a thicker paper than diploma XP

Ole Cafe

Went to oleCafe last friday
Again i take google map with me
and I go to the wrong route, so tut!
i out at 7pm for 8pm event
but i reach there about 9pm, so paiseh
HUH~ and CY is there oso with Crys, DB.
Nice conversation they give
enjoy especially chin yew conversation =)
He did oso recommend a book title
A whole new mind.
and i thought of borrowing from National Library
too bad the NL is so ;lau ya'
I search online if is available, and yes NL have but
canot be borrow =="
WTH~
Any book i search for oso dun have
Duno what for they make tis NL.

Save the environment. So cliche~

Sometimes i shop i bring a tote or
possible I will tell the owner no need plastic bag.
then i always get reply like, wah so 'wan po ar'
Pls la, I hate hearing this cliche line... want to muntah d
I just want to have a better environment to live, OK. nothing else.

People always say save the earth save the earth
and the anti save people say "for wat la"
come on la... what you do is for urself
Just do what you think is best for you (think rationally OK)

Badminton

First time badminton with friends
wuahahahah nice
v book 3 courts and around 20 smth ppl i think XD
v girls take 1 court and take turn to play
i badminton about half hour oso tak boleh tahan d
too long didnt exercise... tired d
now my muscle still pain-ing
~~~~

after tat went makan but i lazy to go, next time perhaps.
looking forward to bad again =)

1st of march edi... *sob*
always wanted to be on saturday cos is different from weekday
i get to tutor n yumchaa wuahhahaha
and now feb is over, oh gosh
nothing much have change in this month,
nothin improve, notin added.
huh~
ar... i must move on fast but move to whr?


wanted to go holland for further studies... in a years or 2